dead

[iluvsexandcandy]

my heart aches
tears drain
held back from years of pain
no one to turn to
drink the days away
holding breath
wishing for life to pass
pain
pain i dont need
no where to run
bullet from a gun
no more tears
no more pain
im gone away
gone to stay
please help
help the child inside
help me run away
help me hide
tears come
tears go
fake happy
little smiles
all alone
no friends for me
there's no light in my tunel i see
where are you now
now when i need you the most
i miss you so much
u dont even know
know how much i love you
i love every thing about you
most girls would kill
kill for this love
kill to know they are needed
you're different
i see love in you
begging to come out
not knowing how
hidding from your feelings
running from joy
needing love
but afraid to accept it
tell me im wrong
tell me its not true
hide your feelings
run from me
no one could love you as much as i do
no way in the world
cant you see this
cant you see i speek the truth
you run through my mind days on end
haunting my dreams
taughnting my thoughts
i have visions
of wondering truths
wonders of me
and wonders of you
wondering if it will ever be
wondering if you
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will ever love me