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hes been a member of myspace for weeks now scamming behind my back... yes i looked him up ... yes we were on a break ... yes i dont want to be with him anymore.. and yes im better off but wait i ve been feeling pretty bad lately thinking to myself i mightve made a mistake and boy has god showed me i really made a sound decision. the fucker not even days after i had said we'd go on a break the fucker opened up myspace and started scamming ... wow! myspace i dont even have a myspace because i feel im too old for it ... apparently he met a 20 yr old girl named kaylay they ve been texting and calling each other for awhile now ... and all this time hes been telling me pls lets get back together you're the only girl for me i cant live without you you re the only girl i want i wont look for nebody else wtf!?! we were on a break from 08/02 and looks like the last time he updated his myspace profile was on the 5th ... i dont care that hes looking for other girls but i dont like to be lied to. and i dont like guys who want to be with girls just for the sake of having a girlfriend im just another nbr arent i? i feel frustrated and mad at myself for being played for a fool. then when i confront him about it he tells me that shes just a friend etc etc. ok then why is he texting her i want to hold and hug you ... and when i get a job im going to buy you things wtf? thats not friendly thats sad sad sad sad sad sad i feel sooooo sick and hurt and frustrated with myself to think i wasted 3 yrs with someone who only wanted a pussy to stick his tiny dick in i deluded myself in storybook fairytale endings the romantic ones i really did think he loved me and here i sit hours later still thinking of what a fuck up i am and how i have to deal with this shite as well as my dads argghhh!!! im moving out im not lettingn louie know where i live im moving on im picking up my life as if he never was apart of it but i will always carry the hurt of never being loved by someone who claimed he couldnt live without me