Nov 06, 2005 15:47
It's been a long week, and it's going to keep getting longer and longer...
My grandpa is doing really bad. He's not eating and he's getting 2 pints of blood every week.
Yesterday my grandma (same side) got into a car accident. They were leasing a Highlander because my grandpa needed a vehicle he could lay down in. My dumbass uncle was driving without a license and totaled it. my grandma is all bruised and cut up and now they have to pay for the whole car...
It's like there's no rhyme or reason for why horrible things happen to good people. I'm glad I don't believe in God, because if I did, I would be really mad at him right now. Any God who lets shit like this happen doesn't deserve my belief. Fuck people who think everything happens for a reason... it really, really doesn't. Everything is just random and we're supposed to either get through it or fall apart.
It's hard not to fall apart.