May 09, 2005 23:14
Goodbye to Jack Daniels, beer, and alcohol of any sort. Hello to Coca Cola, sweet tea, and Gatorade. Goodbye to pipes, joints, blunts, and bongs. Hello to no THC. Goodbye to trips to the Pocket. Hello more gasoline for me. Goodbye to trips to Dalton and the tattoo shop. Hello to no more wasted money on permanant ink on my body. Goodbye to stupid arguments with people I called friends. Hello to solitude alone at home in my room. Goodbye to drama from people who allow stupidity to run their lives. Hello to peaceful and quiet time for my brain. Goodbye to old friends. Hello to those who are new. Goodbye to parties. Hello to time spent with my family. Goodbye to forsaking God. Hello to serving him instead. Goodbye to those who knew me please just forget. Hello to those who will soon get the chance to find out who I am. Goodbye to Felton. Hello to something better. Goodbye to my past. Hello to my future.
This is my last journal entry. I've enjoyed my time here. Its time to start a new phase of my life. Its time to start from scratch, to start anew. New places to go, new friends, new things. I'm sorry to all of you who will miss me, I'm sure it will not take much to get over me. I will not be contacting any of you so just forget about me.
No, I'm not depressed. No, there's nothing wrong. No, this is not a suicide note. I will continue my life, just without any of you. If you see me around town just pass on by. I don't want the heartache. I will refuse to cry.
Goodbye,
~*~Raven~*~