indecisive andrea
what is wrong with me. i am having the hardest time liking ppl lately. i mean, guys will like me and i just wont like them back. 6 guys in one month. i dont get it. its not like im a prude or some shit bc im not. its like ill go on dates and then, nothing. i just pull away. mentally fucked in the head. i just got back from a date with drews friend casey, hes 24 and super cute and has his own place and a car and 2 jobs, sounds good right? so why the fuck dont i like him. grr! i think imma go on a couple more dates with him. i dont know. i do know one thing though, once i do like someone i crush super fucking hardcore style. it kind of sucks bc the one guy i do like lives in michigan. ive never met him. but theres something about him. but i guess that ones hopeless. but why do i keep getting pulled that way. maybe its like the andy warhol quote "Fantasy love is much better than reality love. Never doing it is very exciting. The most exciting attractions are between two opposites that never meet." i dont know.