(no subject)
For some reason, I have "Your Body is a Wonderland" stuck in my head by John Mayer. Or Oscar Mayer, as I like to call him. :-)
Maybe its because I haven't heard it in forever, and it came on the radio today.
Uh. I hate it when guys are so friggin' beautiful. Not HOT, not SEXY, not FINE...not even CUTE, not adorable, not handsome......but beautiful.
It seriously just kills me. I mean, literally KILLS ME. Makes me just want to marry them. ha! kidding. but i really can't wait till I get married. Till God finally prepares me for my future husband. And He will finally bring Him into my life...the guy that I have been waiting for, and him for me.
So I'm talking cheesy tonight. I know.
But right now I'm listening to this local Christian group called A Denver Mile (Which Heather and Kyle both know!) and there are these 2 guys in the band that are stunningly gorgeous. Its like a blinding light. I can't even look at them. And its NOT lust. Its not like I'm picturing myself in bed with them. But its almost like an ache. CHEESY! AHHHHHHH! I'm SUCH A CHEESE BALLL!!!
and I'm not normaly like this either.
Have you ever seen a guy/girl who physically was just like....wow? Everything about their physical appearance was perfect? I know, this isn't all that matters..I know.
Sometimes I smile. And thank God for creating the human race so beautiful. Honestly, we need to appreciate love and human beauty a lot more. We could all be ugly, and guys could be ugly and there could be no physical attraction.
Our lips could have been rough and dry.
We could have had 7 fingers on one hand, and 3 on another. but no. 5 fingers on each hand that fit perfectly into the hand of another person.
And what about eyes? How come they have color? And are usually the first thing that we notice in the opposite sex?
Isn't God so good? Sometimes I get impatient though. And I begin to develop crushes, which double kills me because they are based on nothing but physical attraction and I know that they aren't seriously serious. Because I'm so young. And not ready for marriage. I honestly cried the other day because I was secretly crushing on this guy super hard and I was like "GOD!! HELP ME!! TAKE THIS AWAY IF ITS NOT FROM YOU!!"
Why do guys have to be so beautiful?
Chasing Liberty is such a bloody good movie. I just wish Mandy Moore wouldn't take off her clothes so much. The guy in the movie took such good care of her though, and I thought that was gentleman like. He was British. AH. Poo. Why do British accents have to be so darn adorable? Most of the guys in Hollywood that i have crushes on are british. Weird? (Pierce Brosnan, Orlando Bloom, Hugh Jackman) Mr. Sheffield from the Nanny. LOL! kidding.
so this journal entry was pretty weird. Just ignore it if you think I'm being a giddy love sick 17 year old.
Luv,
Haley
Maybe its because I haven't heard it in forever, and it came on the radio today.
Uh. I hate it when guys are so friggin' beautiful. Not HOT, not SEXY, not FINE...not even CUTE, not adorable, not handsome......but beautiful.
It seriously just kills me. I mean, literally KILLS ME. Makes me just want to marry them. ha! kidding. but i really can't wait till I get married. Till God finally prepares me for my future husband. And He will finally bring Him into my life...the guy that I have been waiting for, and him for me.
So I'm talking cheesy tonight. I know.
But right now I'm listening to this local Christian group called A Denver Mile (Which Heather and Kyle both know!) and there are these 2 guys in the band that are stunningly gorgeous. Its like a blinding light. I can't even look at them. And its NOT lust. Its not like I'm picturing myself in bed with them. But its almost like an ache. CHEESY! AHHHHHHH! I'm SUCH A CHEESE BALLL!!!
and I'm not normaly like this either.
Have you ever seen a guy/girl who physically was just like....wow? Everything about their physical appearance was perfect? I know, this isn't all that matters..I know.
Sometimes I smile. And thank God for creating the human race so beautiful. Honestly, we need to appreciate love and human beauty a lot more. We could all be ugly, and guys could be ugly and there could be no physical attraction.
Our lips could have been rough and dry.
We could have had 7 fingers on one hand, and 3 on another. but no. 5 fingers on each hand that fit perfectly into the hand of another person.
And what about eyes? How come they have color? And are usually the first thing that we notice in the opposite sex?
Isn't God so good? Sometimes I get impatient though. And I begin to develop crushes, which double kills me because they are based on nothing but physical attraction and I know that they aren't seriously serious. Because I'm so young. And not ready for marriage. I honestly cried the other day because I was secretly crushing on this guy super hard and I was like "GOD!! HELP ME!! TAKE THIS AWAY IF ITS NOT FROM YOU!!"
Why do guys have to be so beautiful?
Chasing Liberty is such a bloody good movie. I just wish Mandy Moore wouldn't take off her clothes so much. The guy in the movie took such good care of her though, and I thought that was gentleman like. He was British. AH. Poo. Why do British accents have to be so darn adorable? Most of the guys in Hollywood that i have crushes on are british. Weird? (Pierce Brosnan, Orlando Bloom, Hugh Jackman) Mr. Sheffield from the Nanny. LOL! kidding.
so this journal entry was pretty weird. Just ignore it if you think I'm being a giddy love sick 17 year old.
Luv,
Haley