An Awful Night...
As you can see from the subject, I had an awful night last night.
I had a really hard time getting to sleep, and what very little sleep I did get, was filled with a very upsetting dream.
Here's what happened:
I was driving me and my Dad to the hospital. My Mom or someone was there having a baby (that part was a little odd), but when we stopped at a stop sign, some maniac psycho path jumped into the back seat of the car and was holding a gun to my head screaming at me to "GO!" So, I'm driving along and not wasting any time in getting to the hospital... but on the way, my Dad tried to calm him down and in return, the guy shot my Dad... right there next to me... like it was nothing. So I'm trying to drive and keep from getting hysterical, but I know that I have tears just pouring down my face and I can hardly see where I'm going. I asked the guy if I could please get out at the hospital. I told him that he could have the car, if he only let me out at the hospital. He surprisingly agreed, and we pulled up the hospital, stopped just about long enough for me to jump out of the car, and I had to watch him drive away with my Dad dead in the seat. I was hurting so bad, but I guess it wasn't anything too unusual because I was at the hospital... so nobody asked me why I was crying so hard. I ran inside and when I got in the door, I found my Mom, my sister, and husband. They seemed so happy and were just talking about the baby and things... it was almost like they didn't even realize that I was not exactly too happy. Finally I got them to sit down and shutup and between the tears and pain... I forced myself to tell them what had just happened. Then I woke up.... really crying.
Gosh I hate scary dreams like that! And last night's was even worse because I was already having a rough night.
Sigh....
I'm gonna go clean something or do something........
I had a really hard time getting to sleep, and what very little sleep I did get, was filled with a very upsetting dream.
Here's what happened:
I was driving me and my Dad to the hospital. My Mom or someone was there having a baby (that part was a little odd), but when we stopped at a stop sign, some maniac psycho path jumped into the back seat of the car and was holding a gun to my head screaming at me to "GO!" So, I'm driving along and not wasting any time in getting to the hospital... but on the way, my Dad tried to calm him down and in return, the guy shot my Dad... right there next to me... like it was nothing. So I'm trying to drive and keep from getting hysterical, but I know that I have tears just pouring down my face and I can hardly see where I'm going. I asked the guy if I could please get out at the hospital. I told him that he could have the car, if he only let me out at the hospital. He surprisingly agreed, and we pulled up the hospital, stopped just about long enough for me to jump out of the car, and I had to watch him drive away with my Dad dead in the seat. I was hurting so bad, but I guess it wasn't anything too unusual because I was at the hospital... so nobody asked me why I was crying so hard. I ran inside and when I got in the door, I found my Mom, my sister, and husband. They seemed so happy and were just talking about the baby and things... it was almost like they didn't even realize that I was not exactly too happy. Finally I got them to sit down and shutup and between the tears and pain... I forced myself to tell them what had just happened. Then I woke up.... really crying.
Gosh I hate scary dreams like that! And last night's was even worse because I was already having a rough night.
Sigh....
I'm gonna go clean something or do something........