I just really don't understand why God puts us through so much pain. I believe in god, I just sometimes really don't like him.
This is Lulu. She saw the world in a whole different perspective. Being only about 2 years old, she looked at the better end of everything. She was always smiling and making others laugh. She loved rainbows. In fact, one rainy, gloomy afternoon, Lulu and her mother Gretchen were at the store when Lulu told her mom that she wanted to go look at the rainbow outside. her mom said okay and went with her. Lulu posed for another adorable picture, like the one above, in front of a bike rack and a BIG beautiful rainbow. about 2 seconds after the picture was taken, the bike rack fell over and pierced her heart. I know what it's like to lose someone so young and precious. It's like god ripping your heart out. I can't understand why God would want to make someone go through something so terrible. What's even more terrible is that people go through this everyday.
Please enjoy every moment you have with every person in your life. You never know when they will be taken away.
-lo-
PS:
I didn't know Lulu personally but Avery (pictured above) was practically my baby sister. She was taken away from me and a few of my friends. Losing her was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Please be grateful for who you have in your life.