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[iluvorange78]

oh man. today was so awful. mrs. todd like made me cry in english. i already felt bad...and i was going to go and apologize or say something. or she could have come up to me in private...but she basically yelled at me the whole class. in front of the whole class. and i just wanted to shrivel up and disapear, or wake up and realize it was just a nightmare or something. and then the rest of the day i was so bummed out. and she just like accused me of things that other people were doing too! like she was just like i cant even explain it...i wasnt the only one talking...so i braided carols hair...BIG DEAL...i was still watching the stupid movie. but yea it is my fault ill accept that but i think its completely unnecessary for her to point me out making it seem like i was the only one and like yell at me. talk about a mood crusher. and now im forever on her bad list which sucks. i feel awful now. absolutely awful. and im not blaming it on her. because it was totally my fault. but i really wish she hadnt yelled at me. i felt bad enough last night afterwards. ugh. total bummer. so there goes me ever goofing off ever ever again. and then she went and showed the bloody version and so i like threw up because i cant handle that. and she just made all of these assumptions and i want to go and tell her that no i wasnt doing what she said i was, but that would make me seem fake i think. ah. it makes me so upset. oh well. "whats done is done" haha im such a nerd

OH MY GOSH! CAROL FOUND MY LIPGLOSS! that absolutely made my day...because i love my lipgloss! haha...its so old! but not really that old. so i have a lot of work to do. oh and also i forgot to answer a question on my math quiz. great! just pile it on. ok im off to work some more. what a bummer. and i cant even go to the y to make it stop bothering me. total and complete crap.
lots of love
lauren