Sep 12, 2004 17:18
People make me so fucking mad. I hate the way people can go on and on about how much they hate their life, yet they don't even realize how good they have it!! I would kill for people to be jealous of me the way I'm jealous of them. I would kill to look like them, I would kill to have as many friends as they do, yet they all seem so fucking unhappy. What the hell is there to be unhappy about?! They're beautiful, popular, are always hooking up with guys...like seriously, what more could they want?! I also hate when people complain about other people being fake. IT'S HIGH SCHOOL WE'RE ALL FAKE!!! We all talk about each other behind backs and we all make friends to each others faces. We hook up with each others boyfriends and pretend everything is ok. We're 15-16 year old bitches and the only person we care about is ourselves. If you have a problem with that then don't go to school. (Ok, so that whole hooking up thing doesn't happen in my life per say, but it happens...)
It just...it bothers me. I sit on the sidelines and watch people all the time? Am I the only one that realizes everyone is fake in their own way?
I've really given up on having friends. No one really cares about anyone else, no matter how much they say they do. No one really cares at all.