im speechless.
this knot in my throat continues to grow as i realize what ive done. i feel sick. i am suprised the tears have yet to begin to flow...i have to sell Moon. i've come to realize that i dont have much of a choice. im still in disbelief that im unsupported by my parents completely. i dont want to talk with them or see them, afraid of what they will say. i dont know what else to say. i guess ive just never felt like this before. but i WILL be strong. i WILL make it through this and whatever is supposed to happen will happen.