Apr 04, 2007 20:53
"Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I'm needy
Warm me up
And breathe me"
i feel like the song. i feel like ive lost my best friend. it hurts like a bitch. hes the only person i can talk to about absolutely anything and lately i havent been telling him much because i dont think he wants to hear it. I haven't been myself for a while and its really starting to bother me. im just sad. i miss him. hes my only real friend from home and even though he doesn't live near me i want to be home just to be closer. i want to be home in my own room...doing my own things. dont get me wrong, i love it here but i can only take so much. i can never get away from everything around here. its hard. honestly i feel like im losing control. it scares me. im hurting all over and i hope all this goes away soon cause i don't know what will happen after then. please help me be strong.