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+got a fancy new ipod for my birthday
+got an apartment
-found out i'm allergic to my roomates cat
-my boss never wants me to come into work, all i get are a bunch of promises of how much he'll need me once things settle down
-today he tells me his girlfriend thinks he needs to find someone who knows bondage better
-my car gets broken into and it's the one night i leave my ipod in it[completely hidden] [damn my heavy periods, i wanted to go back for it, but thought what harm will one night do, i need to be less paranoid, plus if i don't change this tampon right now i will be a complete mess]
-i'm a moron who now has no stereo or ipod or mix cds from friends over the years[the only cd case they didnt take was the one full of shit i can replace, gr]
I HATE LOS ANGELES!
the only thing worse than being stuck in la traffic for hours is having no music while stuck in traffic. gr. my sister offered me a job at her awesome place in florida. i would love to take it, but i don't want to end up in florida. i hate it here, but at least josh is nearby. all the safe places to park in the world couldnt replace having him in my life. even though everything besides him is pretty shitty right now.
i'm such an idiot. waiting around for this shitty job, leaving important stuff in my car. i've kinda been asking for it i guess. i just want to feel safe and not sneezy and like theres a reason i'm here. i really fucking hate LA. the only thought that makes me feel better is that if i hadnt done things the way i did i never would have met josh. isnt that pathetic? theres nothing in my life that i really look forward to anymore.
+got an apartment
-found out i'm allergic to my roomates cat
-my boss never wants me to come into work, all i get are a bunch of promises of how much he'll need me once things settle down
-today he tells me his girlfriend thinks he needs to find someone who knows bondage better
-my car gets broken into and it's the one night i leave my ipod in it[completely hidden] [damn my heavy periods, i wanted to go back for it, but thought what harm will one night do, i need to be less paranoid, plus if i don't change this tampon right now i will be a complete mess]
-i'm a moron who now has no stereo or ipod or mix cds from friends over the years[the only cd case they didnt take was the one full of shit i can replace, gr]
I HATE LOS ANGELES!
the only thing worse than being stuck in la traffic for hours is having no music while stuck in traffic. gr. my sister offered me a job at her awesome place in florida. i would love to take it, but i don't want to end up in florida. i hate it here, but at least josh is nearby. all the safe places to park in the world couldnt replace having him in my life. even though everything besides him is pretty shitty right now.
i'm such an idiot. waiting around for this shitty job, leaving important stuff in my car. i've kinda been asking for it i guess. i just want to feel safe and not sneezy and like theres a reason i'm here. i really fucking hate LA. the only thought that makes me feel better is that if i hadnt done things the way i did i never would have met josh. isnt that pathetic? theres nothing in my life that i really look forward to anymore.