May 12, 2010 17:16
well a year ago today a piece of me died along with my sister. She wasn't just a sister though. She was my best friend, my 2nd mother, my cheerer upper, my everything.
Maybe I was in denial or something since she was sick for so long, but when i dreamed of my future i never just dreamed of mine. I dreamed of hers to. How i would take care of her, where she would fit in to my family(assuming i ever have one), places we could go on our dozens of roadtrips to come.
i just wanna hold her hand again.