Jul 03, 2005 23:07
so this summer has been goin pretty good. except for the beginning of it, it was a little crazy. chance went out of town and matt came bac in town. and i no wut ur thinking omgsh did i hook bac up wit matt... the answer.... are you crazy!!! but he did have a friend, alex, so me matt megan and alex all hung out for a while and all was well i suppose. the thing was that matt had a girlfriend in ashville and they had been dating since january. so megan found out flipped and that was the end of them. chance came home pretty much ignored when i tired to hang out with him and that was over. so alex and i started getting closer. well me and megan decided we wanted to go to the mall, and we did... thats when everything became alot crazier. we saw these guys and they were just .... IT!! me and megan figured wut the hell nuthin was final between me and alex, so why not. we followed them and then they started following us, finally we got them to come over and talk to us. donovan, josh and josh. to tell u the truth i didnt think i had a shot wit any of them. we were talkin to donovan and he got our numbers, told him to call us and we would hang out some time. well he called and we were doin sumthin so in a since we blew them off a few times. after a few days donovan and we figured wut the hell, why not, nuthin better to do.we hit it off great, the only down side there was one josh too many. i got donovan (surprisingly) and megan got lj (little josh). we went bowling and acted stupid, i thought it was great. friends dating friends, wuts better than that.... oh but i was soooooooooo wrong!! turns out there are actually people in the world that thrive on drama, they live for it, they love it. but wut i really think is people start drama to make them feel better about themselves and the things they do.ne ways finally after a week or so of being half pissed off and half depressed, we finally worked things out ... or so it seems itll probally happen again in the very near future. but in the mean time i have a few things to say... im not a whore, ive never done it for money so you cant call my that, i may flirt a lot but that doesnt mean i do everything i see, i may look but will never touch, my past is my past and if you want to bring mine up i can easily bring yours up as well. dont start shit that you cant finish, better yet dont start shit at all!!!!
im out
~~~~Jessica~~~~