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Jan 28, 2005 11:52

i'm at the end of my rope ( Read more... )

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I hate to break it to you, but you're stuck with me anonymous January 31 2005, 00:18:06 UTC
I'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning
In an open tab when your judgement's on the brink
I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
Albums back as you're lying there drifting off to sleep...

I used that little symbol for what seems to be toxic waste or something for my comment, I don't really know why. I know that your post wasn't directed towards me, but I just thought I'd remind you that I care about you a lot. I won't say some bs statment about "everyone loves you," because I can't speak for everyone; but I can speak for me. I am here to listen to you, eat ice cream with you, listen to music with you, make fun of stupid bands and stupid people with you, to make you laugh even when you don't want to, and most importantly, I am here to hug you and not say anything at all. I'm even here to leave you alone if that's what you need. I know you're hurting a lot right now, and the last thing you want is someone telling you everything is ok. But I do hope that you allow those people who genuinely love you to help you through it. And as a sidenote, people who are going to be dishonest with you and jerk you around are not among those people who genuinely love you.

As you probably know, I make it a point to be brutally honest, good or bad. And I've told you before that in order for people to love you, you need to let them. It's no secret that I've tried to reach out to you, only to find that you'd rather be alone or with a higher priority person, which is fine. But please know that despite that, despite who I'm dating, or who you're addicted to at the moment, I am still here, no matter what. With ice cream. Chin up, Vermont. I love you, stop being a stranger.

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