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well today is a new day but i still fell realtively the same as last night here ill tell u what happened...
sunday
got up at 9 which is amazing cause i was owt late...got ready for EASTER!!!.....lol...then i basically hanged with my familia while my lil cousin EMILY was there it was tight i guess idk...then i got raged cause my gamma fukcin washed my clothes twice in a row and dryed them i was so damn pissed so i "accidentally" slammed the door and she yelled at me saying
"how many times have i told you never to slam doors?!?!?"
so of course i sayd
"HOW MANY FUCKIN TIMES DID I TELL YOU NOT TO WASH MY FUCKIN CLOTHES GOD DAMNIT YOU FUCKIN RETARD?!?!?!"
then my uncle andy tryed to get involved well i could see that coming so i just locked myself in the bathroom and yea.....then i went to PAIGE'S house and ate dinner with them it was iight......then back to my house for more drama oh my god ill tell you excatly waht my gramma did to get me so pissed...
well i told her my aunt nikki(you know the really skinny one) has some clothes that dint fit her and she was giving them to me well of coure my gramma being the bitch she is liek well idk if theyll fit her ryte in front of everyone...ummm no shit fuck face nikky knows what size i am obviosuly cause she worx in retail DUMASS!!! so i gave her a dirty look and shes liek whats that 4???umm helllo u jsut calle dme fat in front of the entire family how the hell wood you feel if i called you a bitch???so i went to my room where i knew theyd come up and be liek whats your problem so i was liek FAT GIRL doesnt feel liek talkin becasue shes too busy stuffin her face and their like ur not fat and o my god that set me off...and you know once im pissed unless like its for a dumb reason which this so isnt i stay pissed....well i yelled and screamed and finnally they left me alone where i sat in a dark corner thinkin to myself...y?...y do i have to have such a fucked up family i mean liek not even my frends let alone sum of my own family know half as much as i do....what am i supposed to do???...i really kant take all this itds driving me insane literally...o well man was i ever pissed i kept thinkin though there and there was only one thing that made me happy and well i dont wanna say it but ill clue u in wasnt my frends acutally all the stuff ive been through with them made it worse but you knoe i keep that to myself because it would make other ppl pissed at each other....ugh i have too many problems im suprised reuben even likes me a lil i mean seriously im a mess but i guess i do a good job at hidin it lol..
today
went to orthodontist got spacers in and they kill i gotta go find sum TYLENOL or sumthin before i pass owt lol o and im watchin my cousins cousin at zaks so call me there
take sum sugar while your at it