So he's going..

Aug 31, 2004 17:51

We were both so nervous for our last conversation today so we were both beating the HELL out of each other mentally. It was funny -- he's not funny, I'm not serious, it's all good. But it all wound down to the last minutes.. and neither of us wanted to hang up. ;_; it was so hard to.

Finally, we both said i*♥*u and we hung up.

I swear to gosh, it hasn't been 6 hours and I've already been moping around the house. I was crying while I was eating my dinner! lol. I am such a dork. " Absense makes the heart grow fonder. " So now basically I am a wandering mopey dork for 5 and half months. Or at least until I get to school so I can join like, five billion clubs so I don't have to think about it. lol. Okay, maybe 2 clubs, but that's it.

Sigh. This is how you find out how much someone lights up your day. But it's not reccommended for the weak. Okay, maybe it is. XD I AM WEAKK! WOO-HOO! Now to mope. And plan school supplies~~ fun. ;o; ..damnit. He better have fun so he can throw it in my sad face and I can be sad some more XDDD oh man. I love that guy, so I can't blame him. I'll just miss 'im. *Nod.*

EDIT @ 1 A.M. Shoot.. x_x I can't go to bed. Wahhhhh. Damn you anxiety!!
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