Aug 12, 2005 20:15
i cannot wait until tomorrow it is my uncles wedding :) except for the fact that i have to get up and be ready to go by 9...im excited lol yeah...jordan had a talk with me the other day...that was interesting lol.. he told me how much he liked me and wanted me to go out with him...but what he really meant by it was you and matt arent together and now that he aint going to kick my ass if i say something to you i might get something!! but yeah i pushed him off and told him no ive been there and done that and i dont wanna go through it again!! i was thinking earlier today about the whole thing going on with matt and he has every reason to be mad at me!! but it sucks that he is you know cause even before we were dating he was like my best friend and now we dont even talk so...yeah it sucks!!! but i am thinking about going friends only because when i get on here and see what matt writes to me it makes me hate him and i dont wanna hate him so...ok well i am going to go now enough of this....
kayla