Sometimes There's Just Not Enough Rocks
Hi, wahts up? Alot has happen this week.. somewhat. Earlier this week i was all pissed at dear kelsey cuz she told matt rice i was " using him cuz i like guys to like me" or something like that but it was all a big misunderstanding i guess. Matt Rice is wierd. He was all wierd at the stupid dance.. Yes last night i decided to accompany kelps to the dance so she wouldnt be lonely cuz i love her. I wore a backstreet boys tee shirt hehehe... hehe.. it was silly and i harassed children. Then i slept over at kelseys and fell asleep really early while eating raison bran... hah.. She wouldnt go out side w/ me! It made me sad! so i came home after being screamed at by my evil mother and made sarah skate w/ me. We went on the monon for like 3 hours back and forth and i felt all high and wierd. But i wasnt. Strange. She's rather slow. but she didnt fall. Im proud of you sarah! On friday, i hung out with ryan which didnt go well at all. We were walking down the street and my mom drove by and accused us of " walking to our house when she specifically told us not to" which wasnt true. I admit we thought about it but we decided to walk to the movies instead. It made me soo freakin mad though. I NEVER did anything and she goes adn yells at me right in front of ryan then glares at him for doing nothing. Grr.. i barely get in trouble so it upsets me lots when i get yelled at by my mom. Im a loser.. heh. We tried to go see pants on friday but she wasnt there. and before that ryan and his friends and i went to bubs where i stole the freaky picture cuz i hate it.. its still in my back pack along with ryans cd player. I like didnt talk around them. People sometimes intimidate me. So i shut up. Im a spaz i guess. Cuz i keep getting all paranoid every time i move. So now im sitting at home. I just got back from babysitting the twins next door. I felt so bad. Jackson was talking about farts or something and i said "stop talking about farts" and mckenzie cried cuz i said fart. wow. moody kids. but i got 22 bucks so im ok. Sarah and sam like eachother and have plans to go snowboarding w/ eachother. I feel somewhat jelous. Sam was..well if u know me you know wat im talking aobut. but now he's all w/ sarah! and its wierd. cuz he like ME! and i sorta miss that i guess. I love ryan.. mhm and im glad i saw him on friday even though im a spazzy weirdo who cries inm ovies when she gets yelled at.. someone throw a rock at me.