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I feel like everything in my life is spinning out of control. I have no clue what is going on. But God has given me peace--a peace that I have not experienced in a long time. I was way too worried. I was way too anxious. I was trying to do God's will, but I was constantly worried that I was not following His will. It was awful.
Now, I have decided to simply let go. I did it about a week ago, and since then, my life has been awesome. I still have no clue what is going on. My life is still disorderly. But it doesn't feel out of control--because it isn't in my control. I will only live day to day, and I will work my hardest each day. I will wake up and serve God. And I will wait for Him. Mostly because that's really all I can do. I have no power. I have no control. And I have never had power or control, the only difference is now I finally realize that.
Now, I have decided to simply let go. I did it about a week ago, and since then, my life has been awesome. I still have no clue what is going on. My life is still disorderly. But it doesn't feel out of control--because it isn't in my control. I will only live day to day, and I will work my hardest each day. I will wake up and serve God. And I will wait for Him. Mostly because that's really all I can do. I have no power. I have no control. And I have never had power or control, the only difference is now I finally realize that.