shut up!
im like 5 seconds away from shooting myself in the head...
i leave for school 3 weeks from tomorrow and it could not come any sooner. if i dont get out of my house soon....im seriously gonna stab myself in the heart with the biggest knife i can find.
i cant be in my house anymore. me and my mom DONT TALK at all and when we do its all fuckin screaming. she cant talk to me without criticizing something i do, or calling me lazy, or bitching at me about school, or saying that its MY FUCKING FAULT that i dont have enough money to pay for school...im sorry...who did i have to give 3000 fucking dollars to last year so they could pay there fuckin bills?!?!?! and might i add...it was all the scholarship money that i got...that i had to use to pay her fuckin bills cuz shes too much of a FUCK UP to be able to take care of herself. and ask me how much money ive gotten back from her....like....$300...YEA, thats all!!!!
my dads flying in from CALI in like 2 weeks and im sooooo excited. Hes coming up to buy my sister a car but i dont really care...cuz im probably gonna be spending more time with him than she is. Hes only staying for like 3 days and that fucking sucks...i wish he could stay longer. im kinda hoping he'll take me school shopping, lol, cuz i KNOW my mom wont do it. honestly...i really dont want her to do it. My dad is also supposed to help me get a new phone plan cuz my mom took it upon herself to call t-mobile and cut me and my sisters phone minutes in half....so now we have like no fucking minutes and i think she took away our text messaging....which really in the end just sucks for her cuz when we had more minutes we still went over our time so just imagine the fuckin phone bill when our min are cut in half but it will still be sooooo fucking expensive!
i lost my train of thought...my mom came in and started yelling at me...
so..me and katie wanna room together next year and when we did the whole room change thing in the beginning we tried but it didnt work. and now ive been going through all this bullshit to try and make it so we can room together and her roommate said she would switch with me so we can be together. now this bitch wont fucking talk to me...i have no way of getting a hold of her...and im not about to call her. she went out of town and said she would be back on the 28th and its just annoying cuz i dont know where the F she is!!! but im sorry....wouldnt you feel like a bitch if you told someone you would swicth rooms with them and then you didnt! thats just mean!!!!
i leave for school 3 weeks from tomorrow and it could not come any sooner. if i dont get out of my house soon....im seriously gonna stab myself in the heart with the biggest knife i can find.
i cant be in my house anymore. me and my mom DONT TALK at all and when we do its all fuckin screaming. she cant talk to me without criticizing something i do, or calling me lazy, or bitching at me about school, or saying that its MY FUCKING FAULT that i dont have enough money to pay for school...im sorry...who did i have to give 3000 fucking dollars to last year so they could pay there fuckin bills?!?!?! and might i add...it was all the scholarship money that i got...that i had to use to pay her fuckin bills cuz shes too much of a FUCK UP to be able to take care of herself. and ask me how much money ive gotten back from her....like....$300...YEA, thats all!!!!
my dads flying in from CALI in like 2 weeks and im sooooo excited. Hes coming up to buy my sister a car but i dont really care...cuz im probably gonna be spending more time with him than she is. Hes only staying for like 3 days and that fucking sucks...i wish he could stay longer. im kinda hoping he'll take me school shopping, lol, cuz i KNOW my mom wont do it. honestly...i really dont want her to do it. My dad is also supposed to help me get a new phone plan cuz my mom took it upon herself to call t-mobile and cut me and my sisters phone minutes in half....so now we have like no fucking minutes and i think she took away our text messaging....which really in the end just sucks for her cuz when we had more minutes we still went over our time so just imagine the fuckin phone bill when our min are cut in half but it will still be sooooo fucking expensive!
i lost my train of thought...my mom came in and started yelling at me...
so..me and katie wanna room together next year and when we did the whole room change thing in the beginning we tried but it didnt work. and now ive been going through all this bullshit to try and make it so we can room together and her roommate said she would switch with me so we can be together. now this bitch wont fucking talk to me...i have no way of getting a hold of her...and im not about to call her. she went out of town and said she would be back on the 28th and its just annoying cuz i dont know where the F she is!!! but im sorry....wouldnt you feel like a bitch if you told someone you would swicth rooms with them and then you didnt! thats just mean!!!!