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I met a boy. He's Gorgeous. He plays Ticky with me. He calls me sometimes. We hang out sometimes. He's Gorgeous.
He came to the party that we had. We sang Karaoke. We slow danced. We played Strip Poker. He got naked. We played spin the bottle. We made out. We did more than make out. We didn't have sex.
I saw him tonight. Things weren't wierd. Things weren't what I wanted. Things rarely are. Sometimes I get lucky. Sometimes things go according to plan. He didn't call back yesterday. That wasn't the plan.
We don't really have conversations. I don't really want to. I just want to look at him. I want him to look at me. I want him to get that feeling. I want him to want me.
This is not about love. I am not in love.
He came to the party that we had. We sang Karaoke. We slow danced. We played Strip Poker. He got naked. We played spin the bottle. We made out. We did more than make out. We didn't have sex.
I saw him tonight. Things weren't wierd. Things weren't what I wanted. Things rarely are. Sometimes I get lucky. Sometimes things go according to plan. He didn't call back yesterday. That wasn't the plan.
We don't really have conversations. I don't really want to. I just want to look at him. I want him to look at me. I want him to get that feeling. I want him to want me.
This is not about love. I am not in love.