everything looks perfuct from far way
ahhh i really wish i was at Rufio i effing love rufio it will be such a great show lucky bastards but i couldnt go cuz it was my step dads b-day so i made him a cake from scratch it was ugly but delious i still have some its german chocolate anyone want some???
so we went on a walk in ute valley and had a picnic it was nice but im horiable the whole time i kept thinking if i spend to much time with them ill turn into them and i do NOT want to become them ahhh thats evil im evil but i had fun it was really nice out and there not that bad i just dont want o be them
Me and jillian had a long boy tlak today and its quite sad that i dont like anyone sad as it is when i used to like someone it gave me a reason to wake up i feel blank evryday is just the same my friends being hit on and me doing nothing althought likeing somoeone and them not returning the feeling is horiable its worst to be blank i just tired of it always being one way im like a mutant i just want to find someone really i do there nothing better thsan soemone loving u Where is he????? someone find him!!! also i feel like i never have time to think about stuff anymore so i dont know how i feel about anything
i ready for school to end
its so nice out i love u
so we went on a walk in ute valley and had a picnic it was nice but im horiable the whole time i kept thinking if i spend to much time with them ill turn into them and i do NOT want to become them ahhh thats evil im evil but i had fun it was really nice out and there not that bad i just dont want o be them
Me and jillian had a long boy tlak today and its quite sad that i dont like anyone sad as it is when i used to like someone it gave me a reason to wake up i feel blank evryday is just the same my friends being hit on and me doing nothing althought likeing somoeone and them not returning the feeling is horiable its worst to be blank i just tired of it always being one way im like a mutant i just want to find someone really i do there nothing better thsan soemone loving u Where is he????? someone find him!!! also i feel like i never have time to think about stuff anymore so i dont know how i feel about anything
i ready for school to end
its so nice out i love u