Apr 25, 2005 15:08
i want everyone to be happy again everytime things get good somthing goes wrong i really want everyone to be happy i feel out of contol of my life i wanbt everyone to be happy my life is so out of control i dont know what im doing with anyhting anymore please none of u feel like im neglecting u i swear its not purposful
my thoart hurts soo bad i feel like crap thinking of possible staying home tommorow i would enjoy that can anyone else??? i need a day off i feel lke there a never ending rush off stuff and i just want a second to stop and think
everythings werid anothor day that i felt invisbale
i want someone and i still cant move on from my ex boyfriend which is compleltly pathtic cuz its been a longgg time but i suppose u need someone new to move on to and with out it ur stuck and thats what i am stuck i miss being happy when i was with him happy i want the butterflys back i dont know if it even him or just feeling loved i think thats what i miss it made me feel good abou myself and like everything in the world was beautiful
i still think no matter how bad things get eventully everything will work out for everyone i hope so
I <3 you all