if only they knew

[iluvjoey_4ever]

no more tears to cry; tonight i have to work but im off tomorrow (saturday) if anyone wants to do suttin gots alot on my mind like i think to myself sometimes why do i put myself through so much why cant everything just come easy.... but in reality its not and i think ive become to realize that ..so gottta do some thinking maybe make a choice one

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[fingkangaroos]

I know ... and I can relate to it. Don't be self destructive ... not that you would start up but still... You will get through everything and it will make you strong and you will be so happy when its all over. I went through so many things at once... first serious b/f cheated on me... My best friend's mother was goign to take her out of mainland because she hated me so much for stupid ass reasons. I gained a shit load of weight. the hurricanes came. my parents wanted a divorce. didnt end up getting one and now they live together but are with other people... its confusing. I started cutting. My other best friend turned bi... started being all yeah. I was lost and confused... and now Im better

Point is... I know what you are going through to some extent... and you just need to talk about it to someone you trust and can relate to. think a lot about how you want you future to be. What do you want out of life?... I knwo you dont want to feel how you feel... cuz I didnt ... and do what you can to make changes to make things how YOU want it.. that are possible.

We will talk more L8R Call me- 214-4425 <- cell

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