oh my god! people are soooo fucking dumb!!!!!

[iluvjasona]

i don't know how many times i have said this, but my 'friends' can't get it through their heads....if you have a problem with me or have something to say about me, you need to talk to ME! and dont' wait until i have hinted and hinted and hinted until it's sooo beyond obvious that i know something's up. i do know that people are mad at me and i know

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[masked_dancer]

Jess,
I've known you pretty much my entire life. I have to admit that sometimes everyone gets a little rapped up in the present and doesn't think about the past or the future. You've gone beyond a little rapped up. You've made these parties and these people the root of your entire life. You know they aren't. You know that anyone of the friends you hung out with before would stand up for you at any moment but it's hard when the things we're supposed to stand up for you for are things that we're not allowed to know about or things that we weren't there to see. I hate to say it, but if these people really cared about you they wouldn't let you get so drunk that you don't know what you're doing. I'm a believer in having friends that will look out for you, not ones who will look at you and think that what you're doing is funny. So, maybe you should think a little more and realize that no one is saying that it's wrong. More or less, we're all 100% worried about you.

umm..no rachael

[iluvjasona]

how has this suddenly become such a big deal?? they aren't the root of my entire life, they are a very large part of my social life and they are my friends. i have never been to a point that i didn't know what i was doing or where i was out of control. NEVER...so everyone needs to stop saying how worried they are about me because i have given no one a reason to be worried.

Re: umm..no rachael

[masked_dancer]

You've given a lot of reason to be worried. It's called underaged drinking..and darling, it's illegal. I'm not being mean....just merely stating that that's a cause for worriedness in itself.

Re: umm..no rachael

[iluvjasona]

well darling, yes it is illegal, but stop using your 'worry' as an excuse to talk to me the way you all have been or to say the things you have or to 'discuss' me. you're not there so you can't comment on my behavior when i'm drinking...the only people who can do that are my friends who 'don't really care about me,' katie, jessica, and heather. it's awfully funny that none of them seem to have a problem with it. well, heather might a little, but she's heather. hmm...that's odd isn't it...well, they don't have a problem because there is NO PROBLEM! i'm not mad that everyone is 'worried' about me, but don't talk to me like a child because i'm a very intelligent person and deserve to be treated like one with respect.

Re: umm..no rachael

[masked_dancer]

No one is treating you like a child. And that's just the attitude I was talking about..."Yeah, but she's Heather". If that's what you say about Heather, who knows what you say about everyone else.

Re: umm..no rachael

[iluvjasona]

rachael, everyone says that about heather...we say it to her face. it's a joke! it's nothing bad towards her and she knows it so stop taking everything that i say the wrong way. it's not proof of an attitude, it's an inside joke that's been going on for YEARS!!!! and like i have said, if i was saying things about anyone else, they would know about it so stop being so suspicious of me and my actions.

Re: umm..no rachael

[masked_dancer]

I'm not suspicious of you and your actions. I'm not anything. I could care less what you do with your time. It's just the fact that you have to talk about it 24/7.

Re: umm..no rachael

[iluvjasona]

maybe i took it wrong, but when you said if you say that about heather, who knows what you say about anyone else...umm..sounded a little suspicious. and not to be mean, but if you all claim that i don't talk to you much anymore because my life has been consumed by evil things, then how can you have authority to say what i talk about 24/7???

Re: umm..no rachael

[masked_dancer]

This is retarded. Everyone is throwing words around and not even looking at the real problem. To be honest, I'm not even sure what the real problem is. I'm not suspicious and I'm not mad...so, I have no clue what's going on.