oh my god! people are soooo fucking dumb!!!!!

[iluvjasona]

i don't know how many times i have said this, but my 'friends' can't get it through their heads....if you have a problem with me or have something to say about me, you need to talk to ME! and dont' wait until i have hinted and hinted and hinted until it's sooo beyond obvious that i know something's up. i do know that people are mad at me and i know

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oh really?

[promdatestealer]

OK, hold on Jess, you've gone on a lil to far...you wanna know why people don't come to you with our problems. Take a hint, (read above),..youtake everything out of porportion. You want us to talk to you, just as we would want you to do the same, and yet u revert it, so it is the other persons fault. So what is the point of coming to you, if ur going to yell at us, b/c u can do no wrong? Im sorry but steph has a point. You seem to think that we object to you hanging out with your "girls". That isnt it at all! I told you how I felt , and that I learned to deal with it, we are just confused why? And "WE" as in your other friends never, never told you not to hang out with them. That's your perogative. AND..were not mad that your hanging out with them. Personally, I just get a lil annoyed sometimes to see a friend that Ive had for the last 13 years of my life, get so consumed in something that they have lost sight as to who they really are. YOu can't go a day without talking about your new friends, or calling them,...and when u do this around the rest of us 24/7 its like a slap in the face to us. It hurts, alot.I also dont especially enjoy u saying how u stick up for us all the time. And im sorry but here are just a few examples of when you DIDN"T stand up for us. 1)Who was the one that mocked Katie the most during the Grease?We were all guilty,...but u did it much more than us.2)Constantly mocks Katies dieting, instead of being concered.3)Margret blantly bashing Steph, during per 4 studyhall. I was there right in the midst of it and not once did i hear you speak up.4)On the trip to Cananda's Wonderland,who were you bashing the whole trip? Um,...lemme think me?Yea did u forgert that one. COnsidering im the one who usually stands by you when no one else will. Lemme just say I have never been so emotionally hurt in my entire life.5)when everyone used to call Laura dumb, yep I can qoute u on the one. And yea, you have mentioned shit about ur "old" friends. dont be a prick and ask us to site a date either, cause u sure as hell can't when u call u on sumthin. These are just a few of your so called , "I stick up for my friends?" Jeez, coulda fooled me. Did you ever think that maybe you are also a cause for the break up of the posse. Its not all us. Yea were all growing apart. But by sitting here and pushing us all away isnt helping either. So stop fucking blaming everyone else. And dont say that we never call you to hang out and do shit. We call u all the time for christ sake, your just always either working or hanging out with your "girls". You obviously havent caught on that they are just using u but whatever, everyones going to school and the whole school will be split apart so this fucking shit will end. Anyway I ve frustrated my self now, but take a look at yourself, you've become one of them, and excuse us for caring about u, b/c by all means if u dont want any real friends any more..............p.s. dont ever say u know when u've had enough to drink, cause u dont, u have no idea. Ive seen u pretty drunk, and u do strange stuff jess. You just wait u will puke, your not wonder woman. And u wanna know why Jason gets mad at you all the fucking time? Cause you annoy the piss out of him. U constantly nag him. I know this bc he told me. Maybe if you didnt freakin attack him all the time, u wouldnt be fighting so much. JESUS!. Anyway I have better things to do with my time, then this stupid journal, which is the source of everyones problems. PEACE
oh yea i made sure i put my user name so everyone would know who it was, since people who dont leave their names are sooo uncool.

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[playapleath]

Well...the secret is out. Yes, Jess, I am using you. She's right...I'm not your true friend. I don't know what I am using you for, but it must be something.

Just jokin!! All I can say is thank god we are all leaving in a couple weeks so this school can be split apart. Any more time with the live journal and we will be ripping each other's heads off. You guys are all best friends and I hate to see you doing this - try to work things out before you leave, you'll regret it later if you don't.

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[iluvjasona]

i knew it...you are such a little bitch! how could you use me like that???? use me for what...i don't know....hmmm. anyone else notice how these people who are using me and who aren't really my friends are always the first people to defend me or say something nice about me? gee, that's a little odd. oh well. luv ya amy...thanx for being such a great friend to me.

Re: oh really?

[iluvjasona]

i'm not gonna go through and defend myself to each of your accusations because i called you and we talked about them all, but i will say that next time you're in a bad mood when you sit down at the comp, don't take it out on me...k? and no, i don't think that everyone objects to me hanging out with other people or that you told me not to hang out with them...that's not even and issue in the least. the issue is that everyone has this problem and instead of trying to make things better or talking things out with me, they sit and talk to other people about it then turn around and act like everything is all fine to my face. i'm not stupid...i have known for a long time that everything was not fine, but a lot of people still didn't think to share their problems with me. i find that incredibly disrespectful and retarded that my friends can be so two-faced.