anything is possible

[iluvhim15]

so my best friend sandy is moving to texas, i'm suppose to go with her, not sure. i want to, i wanna see dan and get away from here, but theres so much i have here, like the rest of my family. i don't have a boyfriend but i am talking to someone and kind of seeing another, its hard. i can't just up and leave like alot of people are hoping or planning for me to do, i just need time to just...let go. i've decieded that envy butterflies and understand completely why my grandpa loved them. they're free no matter what they don't stick to one area once they get sick of one place they go to another, and they have no worries really. so i envy them...

im falling for you and i don't mean to, i know im gonna fall and get hurt and it scares the shit out of me...i know this isn't what you want so please let me down gently.