~*all that I feel is the realness I'm faking, taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting*~
My New Year's Resolutions:
1) Be more outgoing. I am a really quiet person unless I really know you. I want to change that. I actually got a jump start on that after midnight. haha I was yaking Al's ear off. lol =) Obviously, he didn't mind. ; ) haha
2) Take better care of myself. Not just losing weight but just in general. I mean I am down almost 13 pounds now since October so go me! I want to be down 60 by April. =) I can do it, I know I can!!!!
3) Realize that there are other guys out there, not just Matt. As much as I am totally head over heels for Matt I really think I need to expand my horizons. lol =p I mean I have a thing for this guy named Al. The only problem is he is Becky's fiance, Steve's, friend whom he works with. haha Which is slightly problematic. Oh well, I can still be smitten with him. (and that damn smile! Oh, did I mention he looks like Dane Cook and Ryan Reynolds? haha I love it! Oh and he wanted to kiss me. I was actually taken back by that. A hot guy wants to kiss ME? SAY WHAT?!?! lol)
4) Not let what others say about me affect me so much. When people call me mean things, like fat and ugly I used to get upset. I am slowly but surely working on this. Matt has really helped me build up some self-esteem over the past year and a half. I think hearing someone tell you that you are beautiful and gorgeous helps with that. haha Also, I had the moles taken off of my face and I couldn't be happier. =)
Those are my 4 NYR. I can't wait to prove to myself that I can and WILL do this! =)
I hope everyone had a super fabulous Christmas and an absolutely amazingly awesome New Years. <3 Happy New Year everyone! I love you all. =) <3
1) Be more outgoing. I am a really quiet person unless I really know you. I want to change that. I actually got a jump start on that after midnight. haha I was yaking Al's ear off. lol =) Obviously, he didn't mind. ; ) haha
2) Take better care of myself. Not just losing weight but just in general. I mean I am down almost 13 pounds now since October so go me! I want to be down 60 by April. =) I can do it, I know I can!!!!
3) Realize that there are other guys out there, not just Matt. As much as I am totally head over heels for Matt I really think I need to expand my horizons. lol =p I mean I have a thing for this guy named Al. The only problem is he is Becky's fiance, Steve's, friend whom he works with. haha Which is slightly problematic. Oh well, I can still be smitten with him. (and that damn smile! Oh, did I mention he looks like Dane Cook and Ryan Reynolds? haha I love it! Oh and he wanted to kiss me. I was actually taken back by that. A hot guy wants to kiss ME? SAY WHAT?!?! lol)
4) Not let what others say about me affect me so much. When people call me mean things, like fat and ugly I used to get upset. I am slowly but surely working on this. Matt has really helped me build up some self-esteem over the past year and a half. I think hearing someone tell you that you are beautiful and gorgeous helps with that. haha Also, I had the moles taken off of my face and I couldn't be happier. =)
Those are my 4 NYR. I can't wait to prove to myself that I can and WILL do this! =)
I hope everyone had a super fabulous Christmas and an absolutely amazingly awesome New Years. <3 Happy New Year everyone! I love you all. =) <3