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WOW ... this weekend was a lil crazy ... friday i was over at jens till like 7:15 or so workin on that stupid english project which we got a 90% on :) neway ... i got home from her place at bout 7:30 or so n took a shower ... after that i hung out with mikey n krystal till ry got home from work so when he got home me n mikey went to blockbuster n got a dvd with 4 episodes of csi lol ya im a dork but i LOVE that show ... so neway mikey stayed till 1:00 watchin em lol it was fun ... but then in the morning i woke up early n im on line talkin to krystal ... n this person IM's me it was a cute s/n n it had the # 7 n it looked like something krystal would have made up n the font n colors were exactly like krystals too so i glanced at it thinking o its jus her iming me with her new s/n n she was gunna tell me she wanted to talk on that s/n but then i actaully read it ... it was some chic talkin bout how its obvious that mikes mom hates me n how it would make everyone happier if i broke up with him ... n that shes been with him for the past month cuz shes giving him things that im not ... n she called me a WHORE when i dont do nething shes like ur a whore even tho uve never had sex or maybe u have (which i absoutly have not) but who knows ... n she was sayin i cant give him what he needs n but she can n if i dont believe her that he has been with her then im in for a rude awakening so i texted mike to wake him up i felt bad bout it but i needed to talk to him so bad so he called me n i asked him to get online cuz i needed to show him so ... who the H*ll in there right mind would do that ... why would they do that?? why bother trying his mother loves me he is IN LOVE with me n he has the most guilty conscience that he wouldnt be able to hide it from me ... n for another thing (that i feel bad about cuz i miss my friends) we spend almost ALL of our spare time together the kidd is either at school or work or sleeping or playing video games n if he isnt doin those things he is with me he has like no time to cheat on me basically unless he is jus makin out with another girl in the hallway at school which he would prolly still get dumped for but ya its not like he can do nething else at school ... well neway jus like mike was sayin the only thing that chic did was bring us closer we talked about it n we were fine ... only a few people actually know how i feel all these people r like ur to young to know what love is ... n i was till i met mike ... i never REALLY loved ne of my other boyfriends i jus thought i did cuz i was stupid but i look back at it now n i dont have an interest at all whatsoever in ne of them ne more ... n its really true that if u were really in love with someone u could never stop loving them i mean im still friends with a few of them but i dont love ne of them like that ... but if me n mike were to ever break up there is no way i could ever stop loving him even if he did cheat on me or hurt me in ne way there is jus no way i could stop my self from loving him i know some of my friends r all like ur so dumb for saying u love him ur to young when they say those things it makes me feel dumb but the thing is ... is that i cant help but love him its really strange i cant explain it ... but u know what else ... i miss hangin out with my friends!!! as much as i love to spend my time (yes this will sound stupid to u im sure) with the man i love i miss my friends alot so guys call me n we will hang out k but im gunna go ... so ...
later days all
later days all