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Well, it's been probably the LONGEST week of my life. First, Graminator's party went really well. I think she was definitly surprised and grateful for all of us being there with her. We haven't all been together in a long time, if ever. Got my cousins' addresses and phone numbers and made promises to keep in touch, but we'll see how well that goes. We always say that and we never do. Looking forward to Jaime's wedding next month--should be fun; glad to see him happy after all these years. Can't imagine him being a dad because I still see him as my baby cousin instead of a man of 21 lol...
Speaking of Dads----J and I found out that we are going to be having a baby in December! I had a feeling before graminator's party that I was pregnant, but didn't really want to jump the gun cuz you never know what can happen. Anyway, 3 pregnancy tests and seeing the Dr. later....here we are :) It's an overwhelming mixture of emotions right now. Of course,I'm happy! I've always wanted kids and couldn't want a better person to have them with :) Gag, Gag, I know..lol. Everyone has been so supportive so far, really wish that he heard more positive things from some of the people that he has shared the news with though. Everyone has so many questions about where we're gonna live and when we're gonna get married and all that, my head is just spinning right now. I don't know the answers to any of them. I just know that as long as we're together, that's all that matters. J will be a GREAT dad, I have NO doubts about that. I just hope that his family and friends provide the support that he needs. I don't know what I would do without my support system---I have the BEST one, so I can't see how anyone's can compare ;) It's gonna be a crazy Christmas this year lol One day at a time... my main focus is health, of course, and making J feel like he's involved in everything that goes on. It's hard because I'm going through all the physical stuff as well as the emotional stuff and I don't want him to feel left out.
Lot to think about. I know that I'm in NO hurry to make major life decisions, not that we already haven't obviously, but I want my baby to have a family full of love and committment, like I had because it's SO important.
I could go on Forever, but I'm exhausted and need to get some sleep.
H :)
Speaking of Dads----J and I found out that we are going to be having a baby in December! I had a feeling before graminator's party that I was pregnant, but didn't really want to jump the gun cuz you never know what can happen. Anyway, 3 pregnancy tests and seeing the Dr. later....here we are :) It's an overwhelming mixture of emotions right now. Of course,I'm happy! I've always wanted kids and couldn't want a better person to have them with :) Gag, Gag, I know..lol. Everyone has been so supportive so far, really wish that he heard more positive things from some of the people that he has shared the news with though. Everyone has so many questions about where we're gonna live and when we're gonna get married and all that, my head is just spinning right now. I don't know the answers to any of them. I just know that as long as we're together, that's all that matters. J will be a GREAT dad, I have NO doubts about that. I just hope that his family and friends provide the support that he needs. I don't know what I would do without my support system---I have the BEST one, so I can't see how anyone's can compare ;) It's gonna be a crazy Christmas this year lol One day at a time... my main focus is health, of course, and making J feel like he's involved in everything that goes on. It's hard because I'm going through all the physical stuff as well as the emotional stuff and I don't want him to feel left out.
Lot to think about. I know that I'm in NO hurry to make major life decisions, not that we already haven't obviously, but I want my baby to have a family full of love and committment, like I had because it's SO important.
I could go on Forever, but I'm exhausted and need to get some sleep.
H :)