Ok so today is Saturday.. doesn't feel like a Saturday AT ALL!! weird..but whatever.. SO many things have happened in the last week it's un-real.. Seems like when one bad thing happens theres a few more that follow behind.. it was Wednesday morning and i woke up late at Stas' house was trying to get Jayden ready me ready.. feed him at the same time.. it was tough.. My mom called at the same time and i told her i was rushing.. and she just told me to call her back later... well im on my way to drop Jayden off at Sarah's and realize i dont have shoes for work.. we can only wear sneakers b.c of the whole liability thing...so i called my mom back and she told me just to leave him here and go to work and that she'd find a way for him to get to sarah's house.. well that led to this HUUUUUGE issue.. i just wanted to know my baby was safe.. but whatever! so i pick him up later and call my mom.. she was depressed so she started drinking..*not the best thing to turn to*.. i feel that ive lost my family to alcohol .. and it sucks.. but anywho... she tells me all these mean things and i said alright whatever shes tipsy doesnt mean it.. but it still hurt my feelings.. the following morning me and stas *and jayden of course* went apartment hunting.. found 2 we liked.. but we werent sure.. (In the beginning we were building a house with our 2 best friends) So after that i went to work.. it sucked.. Justin asked me what was wrong and it made me cry.. he hugged me and told me that everything was ok .. that made me feel a little better. i love justin .. he's like my best friend. On break... i went with Jessica Keri and Matti.. Matti-he's our manager.. cool as hell though.. obviously..lol.. we were 20 minutes late coming back from break.. OOPS!.. Amy was mad at me b.c she was waiting to go home.. but thats ok b.c she took an hour instead of a half... plus she was late! lol silly gurl.. That night i again stayed at Stas'.. Jayden slept 5 hours!!! yayyy it felt really weird to actually sleep that long! :)
So me and Stas decided (i think) to just go on with the living with Amy and Jon thing. It's pretty exciting.. b.c were seeing the house being built more and more is done each day. they estimate Jan-Feb... but its going up a lot quicker.. i think. The roof is now on and the tar paper on top of that... just waiting on shingles i suppose... There may be a shortage due to all the 'canes we had!.. :( Thursday-Stas' mom got gastric bypass surgery!! i was so happy for her.. she needs the self esteem and confidence back.. i love her. Today.. she was up doing laundry and dishes! shes nuts man! Then i come home.. and shes holding Jayden!! what!!... she has off the whole month so shes gonna watch jayden so i wont have to have sarah watch him... itll be cheaper for me too :) which is good.. money- good lol anyway...
This morning i was to be up at 6 at work at 7 just for a meeting... then work 9-5... well i woke up at 640!! i sped the whole way there.. then when i got there.. i realized.. I DIDNT HAVE MY LISENCE!!! uh-oh.. if i woulda gotten pulled over that'd suck.. the meeting was wayyy dumb.. the 2 people that it was ACTUALLY intended for... didnt show. but whatev-... i left work early.. 3 instead of 5.. Amy was sick and wanted to leave as well.. idk when she ended up leaving... hmm.. well this was longer than expected... check these out ;)
This one is sooo cute!! Looks spitting image of DADDY!!!
Halloween me n my baby boy!! *i know its a little late! lol*
This is his Dale E. Jr. outfit.. G-Pa LOVES IT! :)
Ashley
xoxox