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are you willing to give it another shot? im willing and waiting. waiting for you to make up your mind. the longer it takes you to make up your mind, the less patient im gonna be. yah, i know that will probably fall through, but, honestly, i'm getting sick of waiting around for you to make up your mind. i mean, it's honestly not that hard. you either do or you don't. my minds been made up since day one. so now what is the problem with your mind? what exactly are you scared of? are you scared of getting hurt? are you scared of commitment, or something long term? are you scared of hurting me again? just tell me what it is, and i will try to help you as best as i can. ther's nothing to be scared of on your part. its all my fear. it should be all mine. im scared but i dont know of what. so now what the hell are you scared of? please tell me or give me hints or something. please. im begging you to help me help you. i see it as a win-win situation for you. i could lose, but no matter what you'll win. so let me help you win. please. i'm on my knees begging you.