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kayz is gona be here soon =) yay!
i just have a lovely and enlightening chat with a lovely friend of mine who will remain nameless coz they are the best and im not needing to reveal names =)
certain people who cannot handle the truth need to take a long hard look in the mirror and realise that this entire life is not all about them.. life is full of choices and opportunites should u choose to take them or make them.. i myself have chosen to control my life.. not to let it be controlled by anyone especially not by a male.. i am my own boss.. i will not be told how to think or how to feel or how to act.. i am me.. and if you dont like that then you can go jump.. i got my girls.. i got my job.. i got my life.. i love my life and if i want to do something i will..
i can now see for myself as clear as crystal that YOU were holding me down.. you simply didnt let me live.. i have a job to do.. ima do it.. i have friends to see.. ima see em.. i will do wat i want when i want.. i will not be told to feel a certain way just because YOU want me to.. i am my own person! YOU have no right to CLAIM that other ppl made wat happened happen.. i chose to end it with YOU.. i made that decision all by myself.. and now that i can see that you want all or nothing.. you wont even be friends just friends.. well i can see that i made the right choice after all..
i hope you read this and realise that this is your own fault
go out and find a girl that likes to be smothered and belittled and controlled
coz nathan baby lol im not gona be that girl..
thanks for the good times coz they were good.. but we have been over for 2 weeks and it doesnt look like its gona change coz you and only you have fucked up any chance you may have had by blabbing stuff and by causing the trouble you have..
feel free to comment!
i just have a lovely and enlightening chat with a lovely friend of mine who will remain nameless coz they are the best and im not needing to reveal names =)
certain people who cannot handle the truth need to take a long hard look in the mirror and realise that this entire life is not all about them.. life is full of choices and opportunites should u choose to take them or make them.. i myself have chosen to control my life.. not to let it be controlled by anyone especially not by a male.. i am my own boss.. i will not be told how to think or how to feel or how to act.. i am me.. and if you dont like that then you can go jump.. i got my girls.. i got my job.. i got my life.. i love my life and if i want to do something i will..
i can now see for myself as clear as crystal that YOU were holding me down.. you simply didnt let me live.. i have a job to do.. ima do it.. i have friends to see.. ima see em.. i will do wat i want when i want.. i will not be told to feel a certain way just because YOU want me to.. i am my own person! YOU have no right to CLAIM that other ppl made wat happened happen.. i chose to end it with YOU.. i made that decision all by myself.. and now that i can see that you want all or nothing.. you wont even be friends just friends.. well i can see that i made the right choice after all..
i hope you read this and realise that this is your own fault
go out and find a girl that likes to be smothered and belittled and controlled
coz nathan baby lol im not gona be that girl..
thanks for the good times coz they were good.. but we have been over for 2 weeks and it doesnt look like its gona change coz you and only you have fucked up any chance you may have had by blabbing stuff and by causing the trouble you have..
feel free to comment!