I am a failure in everything

[iluvcookies31]

I am: stupid & alone & a failure in everything
I want: a certain guy
I need: a hug from n-e-1
I love: *****
I like: a warm embrace
I fear: being alone 4ever
I cry: myself 2 sleep
I feel: like worthless, unloved shit
I taste: my tears
I smell: the rain
I see: sum stupid girl in the mirror(me)
I hate: being left alone
I'm in: love
I'm sitting: in cold darkness (the only thing I'll ever have)
I can't wait: til he opens his eyes & realizes i luv him
I have: nothing
I wish: for a new life & him
I can: never have ***** (cuz he is too good for me)
I wonder: if this is all just a bad dream

This is the way i c myself now....this is all i will ever be.....nothing.....i also wonder.......if u can guess..............wat i'm going 2 do next...............................................................................................................................................................................................i am...........the lonely unloved .............................corpse