I kno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oct 30, 2004 21:53

I kno every1 thinks I'm crazi 4 likin him... but i just don't give a damn wat n e 1 thinks! i like him 4 the way he smiles how good he is 2 girls he's kind, smart, funni, & just so beautiful 2 me. Ya i kno it may seem strange 2 how i act but.... God i don't kno....i like him no i luv him so much it is tearing me apart!!!! he never feels the same way though i mite never kno y but...urgh!!!! "u 2 would make such a cute couple" every1 says that but it will never ever come true!!!!!!!!! NEVER EVER!!!! so stop sayin that ucz it will lead 2 my permenant destruction. Mayb he is too good 4 me mayb i'm not good enough.. mayb i should just give up & let my life flow as miserable as it's always been. I'll just do that... & never luv again. I'll b a cold hearted b***h & never open my heart 2 n e other guy again....but then how could i possibly live. I dunno i need help again!!! All i want is my happy ending. And then my life will be all the better...i hope. I luv J.P.K.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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- J/ME
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