a world of possibilities

[iluvcookiedough]

I get these waves of feelings a lot lately. I start thinking about how wonderful life can be and how exciting. I start thinking about all these great things I want to do, could do. I get so overwhelmed and I feel like I can't catch my breath. It's so sick ha. Sometimes songs make me feel like this, funny and maybe lame but whatever. I was with my family the other night and i was anticipating a lot of awkwardness because of certain things in the past, but it turned out being so much fun. I just had so much love for them all in that moment. Every bit of anger or resentment I had for anyone disappeared and I just felt like that all didn't matter anymore. Life is so fucking short and far too incredible to waste on such petty garbage. Life is truly full of so many possibilities. I want to move out of the comfortable.

Funny thing is that when I don't feel like this, i have the complete opposite view of life.

Just got to keep reminding myself how lucky I am and to not forget it. Remember to take advantage of all my good fortunes.