borredd
So it isn't even 12 in the afternoon yet and I'm drinking lol.
Just a twisted tea, nothing crazy...I was still hungry after oatmeal and there really wasn't anything else i felt like eating so i had one of these. whatever.
So I had a halloween party last weekend and it was fun but sucked for a lot of reasons also.
I feel bad because I freaked out on Ed and he probably hates me, but he was being an asshole, but he just didn't deserve me being such a HUGE asshole to him. He has always been like one of the nicest people out of all mickey's friends. Where I wouldn't know people and feel awkward in large groups some nights, Ed was always the first to come running up to me and say HI EMILY with a big smile on his face. I dont know, he put me on block so i guess he hates me. eck.
I have two huge, minimum of 10 pages, papers that are going to be due faster than i want them to. I'm doing okay in school, probably like an A in one class (if all continues well), B in another, and as of right now, which only consists of one grade in all three classes, I'll get 3 C's.
I don't know somedays I get all worried and others I just don't care. I just want to be done with school at this point. Senior year will def. be my worse.
In other news, I got another bump on my neck area. I took penicillin last weekend and got rid of the other one on my neck, but the one behind my ear stayed. Then, yesterday morning I woke up with another one in a different place. I go to the specialist on Tuesday and Im definitely scared. Its just like if it is lymphoma or some kind of cancer, I'm afraid I'm going to have a nervous breakdown. I hope I'm just over reacting and it is nothing, but I can't help but freak out...these bumps popping up out of no where all over my neck and shit. I feel like it is all i can think about lately and it just makes me not want to do anything. Last night I really wanted to go out during the day and then when I got home, I just started thinking about it and all i wanted to do was just go to sleep and forget about it...which is basically what i did.
Alright, I'm going to do some schoolwork because that is what I should do when I'm bored.
In closing, I love Jenna Palermo and Mickey Cavaliere. If we could marry two people in life, they'd be it for me.
peace.
Just a twisted tea, nothing crazy...I was still hungry after oatmeal and there really wasn't anything else i felt like eating so i had one of these. whatever.
So I had a halloween party last weekend and it was fun but sucked for a lot of reasons also.
I feel bad because I freaked out on Ed and he probably hates me, but he was being an asshole, but he just didn't deserve me being such a HUGE asshole to him. He has always been like one of the nicest people out of all mickey's friends. Where I wouldn't know people and feel awkward in large groups some nights, Ed was always the first to come running up to me and say HI EMILY with a big smile on his face. I dont know, he put me on block so i guess he hates me. eck.
I have two huge, minimum of 10 pages, papers that are going to be due faster than i want them to. I'm doing okay in school, probably like an A in one class (if all continues well), B in another, and as of right now, which only consists of one grade in all three classes, I'll get 3 C's.
I don't know somedays I get all worried and others I just don't care. I just want to be done with school at this point. Senior year will def. be my worse.
In other news, I got another bump on my neck area. I took penicillin last weekend and got rid of the other one on my neck, but the one behind my ear stayed. Then, yesterday morning I woke up with another one in a different place. I go to the specialist on Tuesday and Im definitely scared. Its just like if it is lymphoma or some kind of cancer, I'm afraid I'm going to have a nervous breakdown. I hope I'm just over reacting and it is nothing, but I can't help but freak out...these bumps popping up out of no where all over my neck and shit. I feel like it is all i can think about lately and it just makes me not want to do anything. Last night I really wanted to go out during the day and then when I got home, I just started thinking about it and all i wanted to do was just go to sleep and forget about it...which is basically what i did.
Alright, I'm going to do some schoolwork because that is what I should do when I'm bored.
In closing, I love Jenna Palermo and Mickey Cavaliere. If we could marry two people in life, they'd be it for me.
peace.