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well i got all my wisdom teeth pulled monday. that was gay cuz i keep bleedingfrom my mouth as of today and it is friday night right now lol.i got alot of good pain killers and i have been pretty high off them all week.i can only eat yogort jell-o.drink water and or applle juice......thats so gay.but i guess its all for the better.
still have not found a new job but fuck it i dont care. i do need one tho.all i have been doing is jamin with my band. we r doing very good.i scream,growl,and really sing in this band.i have never been in a band that has pushed my limits as this band has and i enjoy the music we r makeing very much.we r trying to get a show for new years eve or a few weeks after new years eve.we r metalcore,metal,hardcore with some crunkness hahaha. the first song we recorded is very sweet,my lyrics have gotton more personal then ever and i am happy how the writeing is going and doing very well. we will add another guitar player sooner or later but we need to look for one that is good,not into hardcore drugs,has a ride,can play 3 or 4 days outta the week, and has his/her own stuff.pro gear we prefor .i cant wait to do a show around here and play for a few of the bands that i have tryed out and didnt make the cut. i wanna show the people who didnt think my type of singing could sound good. i just want to fucking rub it in there face.
i was reading journals and what not and i came upon joshs post. yes josh i remember the time we went on a road trip with neil around the state of MI.we were told by neil it was gonna take only 4 hous cuz we were gonna get his truck from some place close to up north but we got lost for close to 24 hours and i must say it was one of the best moments i had with those 2 guys that i have ever had. from the time i thought it was cool for me to take the whell while neil took a break and got us stuck in the snow and i was flipin out to the time we went to eat and we eat so much food and put it on neils moms bill, and of ourse the time when we didnt have heat threw out the whole trip and it was fucking the first week of the new year and snow was up to our fucking knees.i was gonna kick this does ass when he didnt help us get out of the snow i got us stuck in. he wanted $20.
i am gonna be very honest with you.i am very scared to go to college. i am not use to this shit anymore.i seen all the classes and shit and its dwelling on me in the past week. i mean sure i am makeing something outta my self but the fact that i could fail a class scares me .i am geting a sweet computer for all this and i am so happy about that.i can now do my DJ sets way better and faster : ) but that still does no change the fact that i will be in a class with older people i dont know and might seem dumb if i dont understan the stuff being teached.i dunno i guess i got to grow some balls .oh well it will all come sooner or later n i have to go
well uhh its geting very late its like 11 and i still dont feel th eneed to sleep.i have been going to bed at like 4 am every day for the past 2 weeks.wow i need to go to bed early hahaha......all i really do is listen to trance techno music and talk to people on the computer. i dunno i have got to find a few old friends from 3 rd grade on myspace so its kind of cool
well i'm off bye
yes my friends ,this is what i will be buying very soon and i am gonna love every moment of it too : )
