Oct 21, 2004 20:04
Hahahaha didn't go to school today, I had a major headache so I decided not to go and surprisingly my parents were all "okay just go back to sleep and take some advil, we'll call the school before 10..." So I slept about 12 hours, well I was very lazy today, then i was just bored, I went over my lines then I finished this stupid geography project that was due like today. Oh well....Hmm I wonder what we're doin tomorrow, I hope we can go to Hot Topic and get the stupid bleaching kit so we can just die my hair red already....Well I dunno I've been feeling shitty about the way I've been treating Abdiel lately, well not lately but like before tuesday, I mean I had been totally mean to him avoiding him in the hall and just plain avoiding him all the time. I mean it's not like it's his fault that I'm interested in someone else, it's not like I wanna hurt him but I just can't leave him, I'm sorry guys (steven, joni, jen, val) but I canno bring myself to tell him that it's over, i'm too afraid of the consequences. Well If you were in my place you'd understand. Hmmm....I'm still in love with Jeremy, surprise surprise, I know that he probably doesn't remotely like me back but I just can't get over him, some of you may be able to relate to this b/c i know a lot of ppl that have been in the same scenario. Oh yeah yesterday my cousin (Jonhathan 4 yrs old) got run over. Major drama since my grandmother is visiting she totally freaked out and started yelling at the girl that ran over him, everybody was telling her to calm down that John was alrite but she just kept on baing all:"you stupid idiot, why don't you watch where you're going, ur a fucking dumbass..." well gotta go back later.