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blehhh...
why cant things just be simple? uncomplicated? easssyy.why does this world insist on making everything hard, a minor tasks turns into a battle almost like im yanking teeth from someone who isnt under anesthetic...FORREAL. like why cant two people be together and just be happy that they found someone that cares about them? why does it turn into an annoyance where all that matters is how many times you see them in a week, and how easy it is to meet up? and then its like blame is tossed around like a game of hot potatoe and so eventually everything is just up in the air and no conclusion is reached, leaving both parites feeling annoyed, stressed, and pressured. for exxammppleee today i offered to pick the boyfrnd up after the mall so we cud spend a good amount of time together since we hadnt seen each other in a couple days and because he was gettin pissed off that he hasnt seen me, but then he decided he wanted to go to the gym. ok. so you wnana go to the gym thats finnee ill pick you up after. no. hes gunna smell like doodoo. okk ill pick you up after you take a shower. no. im gunna be at mikes house.
WELL! it was youuurrr idea in the first place to see me and yur the one having a titty attack over not seeing me so then wattt exactly do you want me to do? i didnt say that...but i sure as hell was thinking it. so then he continues to talk about how "OMGSSHH this happens every timmeeee"....um what exactly happens every time? im ALLWAYYSS giving him rides so if anyone is inconvenienced its obviously me and my parents, or my friends. so wait lets put this on replay, he wants to see me sooo bad he doesnt think were gunna work cuz he doesnt see me enough but when he does have the oopurtunity to see me, hes busy doing other things but yet somehow its still my fault?
i just DONT understand...
would someone like to explain it to me?
why cant things just be simple? uncomplicated? easssyy.why does this world insist on making everything hard, a minor tasks turns into a battle almost like im yanking teeth from someone who isnt under anesthetic...FORREAL. like why cant two people be together and just be happy that they found someone that cares about them? why does it turn into an annoyance where all that matters is how many times you see them in a week, and how easy it is to meet up? and then its like blame is tossed around like a game of hot potatoe and so eventually everything is just up in the air and no conclusion is reached, leaving both parites feeling annoyed, stressed, and pressured. for exxammppleee today i offered to pick the boyfrnd up after the mall so we cud spend a good amount of time together since we hadnt seen each other in a couple days and because he was gettin pissed off that he hasnt seen me, but then he decided he wanted to go to the gym. ok. so you wnana go to the gym thats finnee ill pick you up after. no. hes gunna smell like doodoo. okk ill pick you up after you take a shower. no. im gunna be at mikes house.
WELL! it was youuurrr idea in the first place to see me and yur the one having a titty attack over not seeing me so then wattt exactly do you want me to do? i didnt say that...but i sure as hell was thinking it. so then he continues to talk about how "OMGSSHH this happens every timmeeee"....um what exactly happens every time? im ALLWAYYSS giving him rides so if anyone is inconvenienced its obviously me and my parents, or my friends. so wait lets put this on replay, he wants to see me sooo bad he doesnt think were gunna work cuz he doesnt see me enough but when he does have the oopurtunity to see me, hes busy doing other things but yet somehow its still my fault?
i just DONT understand...
would someone like to explain it to me?