Things are good...
So yesterday was a terrific day! Why? Because I got offered a job...no, but it helped! Because I won the lottery....no, because I didn't. Because I got a call from one of my best friends last night at 10:30....YES!!!! She gave me the most wonderful and exciting news. I am so happy for her, another person, and myself! It is nice being soo right!!
On a different note, it really bothers me to hear that my friends are mad at me. I love all my friends even the ones I don't talk to or hear from on a regular basis. I hold everyone near and dear to my heart, but it hurts that people feel that I don't return their calls or care about them. I am not claiming to be the best about calling or emailing, but I don't feel like everyone else is that great either. Other than Amy and Jessica, I have returned everyone's phone calls (Amy- I will call soon...sorry). I checked my phone records from the past three and a half months and everyone who called me, I called them back. Everyone who text messaged me, I text messaged back! So I don't think that I deserve to be pissed on for not communicating, especially when most people forgot my birthday! For those who sent cards or called, I'm not talking to you! I am not that hurt because I know everyone is so busy, but I don't think it’s fair to call me a shitty friend when I remembered your birthday!
I still love and care about everyone. It is just hard when you have work all day and class at night. On my days off from class I was always doing homework. Now I must admit that for the past 2 weeks I've been out of school and I should have called everyone. But before you judge, it is really easy to get wrapped up in sitting on the couch and just relaxing! It is nice not to have to do something for a few days.
Okay, now I feel better! I hope everyone is doing well! I miss you all and I hope to visit soon!