life goes on
havent been updating lately cuz no one really cares newayz, so why bother but i'm bored and decided to. i havent seen bryan since friday and we were supposed to spend the whole day together cuz it was the first day of spring break and we spent like...an hour together. he said we'd hang out yesterday and we didnt. he didnt even call me till 11pm. he's supposed to come over today, he said he'd call me, no one's here and the phone hasnt rang. i dk maybe he's sick of me or sumthing and if he was he shouldnt say all these things and not do them. i dk i'm just lonely now. he wrote me this lovely song last week and i love it and i just wish he was acting like it was true and he really meant it. so all weekend i've been hanging out with erin and cami, evie and julia. it's nice to hang out with other people than bryan for once but i do miss him. oh yeah, he said we 'might' be able to hang out tomorrow. i think he just wants sex newayz. ahh i'm sick of this. i havent hung out with christy, she's always with liz, who neither of us liked cuz bryan fucked around on me with her but that doesnt matter nemore, and brandon and everyone else she's always with and never calls me back, doesnt even call back when i leave messages so fuck that friendship, there isnt nething left.