[Fanfic] Don't Cry My Lover
OhMyGod!! I finally post my very first fanfic here!! Seriously, I have no confident on posting this here~
Aigoo~~
Hope it would be fine ><
Please bare with my broken english dan common plot~
I wrote this looong time ago, this is my chance to post it here~
Give me strengh please~
Here we go...
Title: Don't Cry My Lover
Pairing: Yoochun >< OC, wooyoung >< OC, Wooyoung >< Taeyeon
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Pure angst
Warning: Character death
Summary: Sometimes life gets worse each day.
“Hae Ra honey, we’re leaving!!” her mom shouted from downstairs. Hae Ra was still in her room, drying her hair up.
“Okay umma!! Wait a minute!!” she shouted back and dried her hair faster.
“C’mon!! We’re running out of time!!”
“Okay! Okay!! I’m done!!” she dashed out the room and went downstairs. Her parents were standing in front of the front door, ready to go.
“Okay honey, take care of yourself. Don’t do anything harm and keep our house safe, okay” her mom said. Hae ra just nodded.
“Be a good girl” her dad added. He patted her head and smiled.
“Yes sir!!”
“Okay, we leave now. Good bye!! Take care, ok!!” her mom gave her a soft farewell kiss on her cheek.
“I will. Have a nice trip!” Hae ra waved her hand to them and they waved back. “Bye!!!”
“Hmmm, I’m at home..alone…” she sighed, “I should call oppa then.”
She went to her room and grabbed her phone on the bed. She dialed her boyfriend’s number.
“yoboseyo?” a man’s voice was heard.
“wooyoung oppa!!” she shouted.
“Not so loud, chagiya. What’s the matter?”
“Umm..I’m home alone, oppa.”
“Oh, yeah, ahsjussi and ahjumma have left already??”
“Ne..so, would you mind coming over?”
“Okay..I’ll be there in 30 minutes. Wait for me, Ok!”
“alright! See you later!!” then she hung up.
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This day was the last day of her parent’s trip. So they would come back home so soon. Hae ra was sitting on the couch, watching TV with wooyoung beside her.
“I should go home now,” wooyoung was standing up from his seat.
“Oh..” she felt disappointed. “I have something to do, hae ra ah.”
“Okay oppa, I’ll take you to the front door,” then they walked out.
“Bye, hae ra!” with that he just left her there. She felt something different with wooyoung. It’s not like the usual him. He looked like hiding something from her, but what is it? She couldn’t figure it out. She just ignored it with the reason maybe that’s just her feeling.
She closed the door and walked in. Suddenly, her phone rang.
“yoboseyo?”
“are you the family of lee wan hee?”
“Yeah, that’s my dad. Who is this?”
“We’re from seoul hospital. Your dad and mom got into an accident”
“MWOH??? How are they??? Are they fine???”
“Uhh, I’m sorry. We‘re too late. They’ve been already dead when our medical team found them”
“What?” she whispered. Tears were already pouring down her soft cheeks.
“I’m sorry miss”
Hae ra dropped the phone on the floor. She froze there with widened eyes and stared out blankly. But the tears still ran down her cheeks uncontrollably. “Appa…umma…” she whispered. Then everything went black.
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“Ugh..” she groaned. Her head hurt like crazy.
“hey, you’re awake,” a voice came to her ear. She turned her gaze to the smiling guy who sat beside her.
“yoochun oppa?”
“How’s your feeling? Better?” he asked. She kept silent and started shedding tears again, remembered about her parents.
“Hae Ra ah, please don’t cry…” Yoochun hugged her comfortably in his strong arms.
“Appa…umma…” she sobbed. “…how could they leave me alone here?”
Yoochun felt pity for her. He rubbed her back to make her calm. “I’m sorry, Hae ra ah, but I’m sure everything will be okay.”
She looked up at her neighbor and met gaze with his eyes. Yoochun saw her sad eyes and ran his fingers on her cheeks, wiped away the tears with his thumb gently. He had hidden feeling for her.
Yes, he loved her since their childhood, but she just considered him as a friend. A simple word but it’s really killing him inside. He knew her family treated him like their own son. He also knew that hae ra already had a boyfriend.
But, all he could do then was just watching her happy smile from far away. He always put a fake happy smile to her every time she told him about her boyfriend. Yoochun would do anything to make her happy, even let his heart breaks for love.
“I can’t understand why…why they left me…so soon…”
“Shh…I’m here Hae ra ah, you’re not alone…” He caressed her back softly. But later she suddenly sat up.
“Oppa!! I wanna go to hospital!!!”
Yoochun confused, “W-what for, Hae ra ah??”
“I want to make sure that they’re my parents!! Maybe they...they made a mistake…yes…that’s right…this is just a mistake. They’re not dead. C’mon oppa!!” she grabbed his hand and pulled him up.
“But, they really gone, hae ra. They’re dead!!”
“Just take me there!!” She shouted while crying.
“but-“ yoochun wanted to refuse it, but looking at her fragile state, he couldn’t hurt her more.
“Ok…let’s go...” yoochun grabbed his car key and drove off.
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“APPA!!! UMMA!!” hae ra ran along the corridor. Yoochun followed behind. A nurse came to her, “What’s the matter miss?”
“I want to meet my dad and mom!!!”
“Are you Mr. Lee’s daughter?”
“Yes…yes, that’s me!!! Hurry!! Bring me to them!!!”
“This way miss..”
She ended up in a room with two bodies covered with white sheets. She swallowed hard and trembled so hard. Then she slowly made her way to the bed. She gulped, gripped the end of the sheet and yanked it off. Her mom.
Her beautiful mom who had always been smiling was pale white. Her face was full of ugly scars. She clasped her mouth and closed her eyes, tears were already rolling down her cheeks.
“Um-umma…” she whispered and took her mom’s hand close to her chest. “Umma, what happened? How’s that fucking accident took you away from me???”
Then she noticed the next covered body. Then she walked over and after she took a deep breath, she opened the sheet, revealing her dad’s cold body. “Appa…”
She dropped on the floor, crying her heart out. “How could you do this to me?? Who’s gonna be there to take care of me?? Who will be there for me to count on??? Who??” She sobbed.
Yoochun came and hugged her, “oppa…it’s so unfair!!! My life is so unfair!!! God is so unfair!!! Why did God take appa and umma away from me???”
“Shhh…you must be strong, hae ra ah. They will always be watching you up there. They want to see you happy. I’m here for you, hae ra ah…”
But hae ra just nodded. She’s too tired, she just wanted to go home and had a peaceful sleep. So, yoochun brought her home.
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“Hae ra ah, I’m sorry about your parents…,” wooyoung came to her house on the funeral day. Hae ra was sitting on the couch with her bestfriend, Taeyeon. Taeyeon kept rubbing her friend’s back comfortably.
“Hae ra ah, please, be strong. For us…”
“Thanks Taeyeon ah. I’m so glad to have a good friend like you…”
Taeyeon smiled, then she turned her gaze to wooyoung who did the same thing. It’s like they exchanged their mind, taeyeon shook her head to him for the answer and wooyoung sighed.
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3 weeks had passed, nothing big happened and she looked a bit better. Her cheerful side slowly came back to her, thanked to her neighbor, Yoochun.
One night, Wooyoung asked her out to the park near her house.
“Hey oppa!!” Wooyoung just smiled at her half-heartedly.
“Mm..I want to tell you something..”
“Oh, what is it??”
“….let’s break up…”
“W-what??” she asked in disbelief.
“I want to break up…I-I have someone else…” he stuttered a bit.
She felt her throat getting dry then she swallowed hard, “W-who is she?”
“I can’t tell you right now…”
She kept holding her tears back, she just couldn’t show him her weak side, “How can you do this to me?” She lowered her voice, didn’t want to show her cracked voice from holding the tears.
“I’m sorry, I know you just had your hard time, but…we had the same condition too… It’s hard for us too…”
She looked away, a tear slid down from the corner of her eyes. “Do..do I know her?” She turned her head, looking at his eyes deeply.
He looked down, “yes…”
She felt her heart hurting so much, even it’s so hard to breathe, “I-I have to go now…” Hae ra made her way out the park.
“Hae ra ah, I really loved you back then, but…it’s just…something came up..and..things change…”
She ignored him, but she heard what he had just said. Then, the tears were rolling down her cheeks freely.
“First my parents die and now my boyfriend breaks up with me…why is this happening to me??”
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One day, she found out something in front of her house. Wooyoung walked hand in hand with TAEYEON?? Her best friend!! Her trusted friend!! She gasped.
Unfortunately, she met gaze with them. An awkward aura spread right away. Hae ra wanted to go back in the house, but taeyeon chased after and called her, “Hae Ra ah!!”
She stopped and turned around, “Yes?” She made her voice as calm as possible.
“I have to explain…” Taeyeon said.
“Is there any necessary thing to explain?” she replied with a cold tone.
“please…” taeyeon begged.
“….”
“I’m sorry for all of this..”
“Sorry?? Did you just say sorry?? Do you know how my feeling right now is?? I’m feeling so…so hurt!! My own best friend cheats on me with my own boyfriend?? How could you explain that??”
“Please, understand us. I love Wooyoung oppa, Hae ra ah…”
“Do you think I don’t?? I love him too! Are you happy stabbing my back like this??”
“no…of course not, but we..we love each other…you must understand about our feeling too…”
“Oh God…did you just said ‘feeling’?? Do you ever think about my feeling too?? You’re cheating in front of my eyes!!” Hae ra could feel the tears started falling down.
“Let the things flow, hae ra ah…” wooyoung popped up. “I love her too. Besides, we still can be friends…”
“Friends??” hae ra made a sarcastic laugh. Then she glared at them, “Alright, you two can continue what you’ve done, you can be together, but, I’m no longer your friends..” with that she went in the house and slammed the door hard.
She leaned on the door and slid down while crying. She curled her body up, “I can’t believe this…”
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Hae ra was already calm down in 3 days. She could accept wooyoung and taeyeon’s relationship. Yoochun always be there for her too. She could live her life normally. But then, something bad happened again.
Hae ra felt her head was so dizzy. She knew this headache always came when she got tired or exhausted. But this headache was the worst. Quickly, she took her medicine. Unfortunately, it’s out of stock. The bottle was empty. Her head was getting worse.
And then she felt warm liquid leaked out from her nose, ‘Do I have flu already?’ she thought. She touched it and it was red. Blood! She widened her eyes, “blood?”
Hae ra kept wiping it away, but the blood just came out endlessly. ‘Oh God…what happened to me?? What’s wrong with my body??’ she screamed in her mind.
The headache wouldn’t stop. She even couldn’t breathe normally. And whole things started spinning and blurring. And then, she was hyperventilating and sobbing hard. Before everything turned black, she heard someone called, “Hae ra ah!!!”
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“What’s wrong with her doc?” yoochun asked the doctor.
“Yoochun ssi, I think hae ra ssi has a serious ill…”
“W-what is that?” he stuttered, didn’t want to hear the worst answer.
“She has a brain cancer stage 3…”
“WHAT???” yoochun couldn’t believe what he just heard.
“C-could it be cured doc?”
“I can’t tell you about it, because it has reached stage 3, the cancer cell has spread throughout 80% her body. And surgery seems useless too.”
Yoochun was really really shocked. He couldn’t bear to see the girl he loved suffered so much. How could she have curse life??
“Then, how long she can live?”
“About 5-6 months. I’m sorry, yoochun ssi.”
“Oh God…”
“All we can do now is giving her medicine to help the pain and to slow the pace of getting worse.”
Behind the door, she heard everything the doctor said. “I’m going to die…me…??” she whispered.
Her breath became uneven. Her body trembled in fear. “Why do I have this miserable life?? Why?? Why do the bad things keep happening to me?? I hate my life…”
She buried her crying face on her palm.
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“Yoochun oppa… Will I die?”
Yoochun froze by her question. He couldn’t answer, it’s hurt to see her in pain.
“Answer me please…” hae ra asked with her weak voice. But he kept silence.
“Oppa…”
“I won’t let you die, hae ra ah…”
"But, the doctor said I might die…”
Yoochun hugged her and caressed her head softly. He was crying, “I won’t let you die, hae ra ah.. I won’t.”
“I’m afraid, oppa. I don’t want to die. I haven’t reached my dreams yet. I-I…” she sobbed harder.
“Shh…everything will gonna be okay. I’m here, hae ra ah…” yoochun gave her a soft peck on her forehead.
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Yoochun rushed to her bedroom and saw her lying on the floor, groaning in pain. “Hae ra ah~~!!”
He came to her side and put her on his arm with her head on his shoulder. “What’s wrong??”
“My..my head..hurts..oppa…ahh..” she held her head and cried. Yoochun put her on the bed gently and ran to the drawer, searched for her medicine, soon he found it. He put the medicine inside her mouth and drank her glass of water.
“Oppa…it hurts…it hurts so much..”
“I know..I know..just sleep now, hae ra ah..”
“No, I don’t want!”
“But, you must. You should rest more..”
“No…I’m scared if I close my eyes, I won’t be able to open them anymore..”
“Don’t be scared hae ra ah…I’m here…”
“Will you wake me up If I don’t?”
“I will. I promise..”
Then, she fell asleep with yoochun lying beside her. ‘My little princess, I’ll always be there for you. Even if you close your eyes forever, I’ll be there and do the same thing like you do. I will go wherever you are, because this love will never be that worth to fight without you by my side.’
“I love you, hae rah ah…” yoochun whispered those three words genuinely from his heart. He caressed her cheek with the back of his hand while looking at her peaceful sleeping figure. Unconsciously, he smiled.
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Hae ra felt her time was come. Her body was so weak right now. The pain on her head wouldn’t stop. “Op-oppa…” she called him weakly.
Yoochun heard that and came to her side. “What’s wrong Hae ra ah?? Does it hurt?? Where’s your medicine??”
“I..I already took it, but..the pain seems won’t stop…” Yoochun panicked. He thought hard to find a way for her. But he couldn’t find it anyway.
“Oppa…come here…” Yoochun slowly made his way up to the bed with his worried face. “It..it doesn’t hurt..anymore…” she breathed. Actually, the pain wasn’t gone, but her body became numb due to the constant pain.
“Is this how dying feels like??” Yoochun shocked at her words.
“It doesn’t…hurt…I..I feel relax..” she could say that although she was struggling to say those words. As the time passed by, her energy drained out from her body. Everything was slowly spinning and fading in and out.
Yoochun cried silently on her side. “Aigoo…oppa..don’t cry…” she put her hand on his cheek and wiped away the tears. Yoochun held her hand which was on his cheek. “hae ra ah, I have something to tell you…”
Hae ra just looked at him, her eyes were half-opened. “Hae ra ah, saranghae…” Yoochun said with tears run down his cheeks. “Jongmal saranghae…”
Hae ra smiled weakly, she felt happy with his words, but she couldn’t express how happy she was right now. Even her heart burst in happiness, all she could do just smile. “I…I’m..happy…to..to hear..that…oppa…” Yoochun looked at her eyes. Her shining eyes became dark and so lifeless now.
She slowly closed her eyes. “No..no..no… hae ra, wake up!! Don’t die on me!! Wake up please!!” Then she opened her eyes once again, “na..do..saranghae..op-oppa….an..nyeong…”
Then her eyes fully closed and her head was limp to the side, a tear slid down from her closed eyes.
Yoochun’s eyes widened in shock. “hae ra? Hae ra ah?” he shook her body. But she didn’t budge.
“Hae ra, wake up!! LEE HAE RA!!” he shook harder this time, but she stayed still, unmoving. She’s already gone.
Yoochun cried by her dead body. “Hae ra ah…” he whispered her name over and over again.
Suddenly, he sat up and took a bottle of pills. A sedative pills. He took a half and drank all of it. Then, he positioned himself comfortably by her body and hugged her. He put her head on his broad chest and circled his arm right arm around her small waist.
Later on, the two loving people were in their deep sleep which would never wake up.
THE END
Aigoo~~
Hope it would be fine ><
Please bare with my broken english dan common plot~
I wrote this looong time ago, this is my chance to post it here~
Give me strengh please~
Here we go...
Title: Don't Cry My Lover
Pairing: Yoochun >< OC, wooyoung >< OC, Wooyoung >< Taeyeon
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Pure angst
Warning: Character death
Summary: Sometimes life gets worse each day.
“Hae Ra honey, we’re leaving!!” her mom shouted from downstairs. Hae Ra was still in her room, drying her hair up.
“Okay umma!! Wait a minute!!” she shouted back and dried her hair faster.
“C’mon!! We’re running out of time!!”
“Okay! Okay!! I’m done!!” she dashed out the room and went downstairs. Her parents were standing in front of the front door, ready to go.
“Okay honey, take care of yourself. Don’t do anything harm and keep our house safe, okay” her mom said. Hae ra just nodded.
“Be a good girl” her dad added. He patted her head and smiled.
“Yes sir!!”
“Okay, we leave now. Good bye!! Take care, ok!!” her mom gave her a soft farewell kiss on her cheek.
“I will. Have a nice trip!” Hae ra waved her hand to them and they waved back. “Bye!!!”
“Hmmm, I’m at home..alone…” she sighed, “I should call oppa then.”
She went to her room and grabbed her phone on the bed. She dialed her boyfriend’s number.
“yoboseyo?” a man’s voice was heard.
“wooyoung oppa!!” she shouted.
“Not so loud, chagiya. What’s the matter?”
“Umm..I’m home alone, oppa.”
“Oh, yeah, ahsjussi and ahjumma have left already??”
“Ne..so, would you mind coming over?”
“Okay..I’ll be there in 30 minutes. Wait for me, Ok!”
“alright! See you later!!” then she hung up.
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This day was the last day of her parent’s trip. So they would come back home so soon. Hae ra was sitting on the couch, watching TV with wooyoung beside her.
“I should go home now,” wooyoung was standing up from his seat.
“Oh..” she felt disappointed. “I have something to do, hae ra ah.”
“Okay oppa, I’ll take you to the front door,” then they walked out.
“Bye, hae ra!” with that he just left her there. She felt something different with wooyoung. It’s not like the usual him. He looked like hiding something from her, but what is it? She couldn’t figure it out. She just ignored it with the reason maybe that’s just her feeling.
She closed the door and walked in. Suddenly, her phone rang.
“yoboseyo?”
“are you the family of lee wan hee?”
“Yeah, that’s my dad. Who is this?”
“We’re from seoul hospital. Your dad and mom got into an accident”
“MWOH??? How are they??? Are they fine???”
“Uhh, I’m sorry. We‘re too late. They’ve been already dead when our medical team found them”
“What?” she whispered. Tears were already pouring down her soft cheeks.
“I’m sorry miss”
Hae ra dropped the phone on the floor. She froze there with widened eyes and stared out blankly. But the tears still ran down her cheeks uncontrollably. “Appa…umma…” she whispered. Then everything went black.
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“Ugh..” she groaned. Her head hurt like crazy.
“hey, you’re awake,” a voice came to her ear. She turned her gaze to the smiling guy who sat beside her.
“yoochun oppa?”
“How’s your feeling? Better?” he asked. She kept silent and started shedding tears again, remembered about her parents.
“Hae Ra ah, please don’t cry…” Yoochun hugged her comfortably in his strong arms.
“Appa…umma…” she sobbed. “…how could they leave me alone here?”
Yoochun felt pity for her. He rubbed her back to make her calm. “I’m sorry, Hae ra ah, but I’m sure everything will be okay.”
She looked up at her neighbor and met gaze with his eyes. Yoochun saw her sad eyes and ran his fingers on her cheeks, wiped away the tears with his thumb gently. He had hidden feeling for her.
Yes, he loved her since their childhood, but she just considered him as a friend. A simple word but it’s really killing him inside. He knew her family treated him like their own son. He also knew that hae ra already had a boyfriend.
But, all he could do then was just watching her happy smile from far away. He always put a fake happy smile to her every time she told him about her boyfriend. Yoochun would do anything to make her happy, even let his heart breaks for love.
“I can’t understand why…why they left me…so soon…”
“Shh…I’m here Hae ra ah, you’re not alone…” He caressed her back softly. But later she suddenly sat up.
“Oppa!! I wanna go to hospital!!!”
Yoochun confused, “W-what for, Hae ra ah??”
“I want to make sure that they’re my parents!! Maybe they...they made a mistake…yes…that’s right…this is just a mistake. They’re not dead. C’mon oppa!!” she grabbed his hand and pulled him up.
“But, they really gone, hae ra. They’re dead!!”
“Just take me there!!” She shouted while crying.
“but-“ yoochun wanted to refuse it, but looking at her fragile state, he couldn’t hurt her more.
“Ok…let’s go...” yoochun grabbed his car key and drove off.
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“APPA!!! UMMA!!” hae ra ran along the corridor. Yoochun followed behind. A nurse came to her, “What’s the matter miss?”
“I want to meet my dad and mom!!!”
“Are you Mr. Lee’s daughter?”
“Yes…yes, that’s me!!! Hurry!! Bring me to them!!!”
“This way miss..”
She ended up in a room with two bodies covered with white sheets. She swallowed hard and trembled so hard. Then she slowly made her way to the bed. She gulped, gripped the end of the sheet and yanked it off. Her mom.
Her beautiful mom who had always been smiling was pale white. Her face was full of ugly scars. She clasped her mouth and closed her eyes, tears were already rolling down her cheeks.
“Um-umma…” she whispered and took her mom’s hand close to her chest. “Umma, what happened? How’s that fucking accident took you away from me???”
Then she noticed the next covered body. Then she walked over and after she took a deep breath, she opened the sheet, revealing her dad’s cold body. “Appa…”
She dropped on the floor, crying her heart out. “How could you do this to me?? Who’s gonna be there to take care of me?? Who will be there for me to count on??? Who??” She sobbed.
Yoochun came and hugged her, “oppa…it’s so unfair!!! My life is so unfair!!! God is so unfair!!! Why did God take appa and umma away from me???”
“Shhh…you must be strong, hae ra ah. They will always be watching you up there. They want to see you happy. I’m here for you, hae ra ah…”
But hae ra just nodded. She’s too tired, she just wanted to go home and had a peaceful sleep. So, yoochun brought her home.
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“Hae ra ah, I’m sorry about your parents…,” wooyoung came to her house on the funeral day. Hae ra was sitting on the couch with her bestfriend, Taeyeon. Taeyeon kept rubbing her friend’s back comfortably.
“Hae ra ah, please, be strong. For us…”
“Thanks Taeyeon ah. I’m so glad to have a good friend like you…”
Taeyeon smiled, then she turned her gaze to wooyoung who did the same thing. It’s like they exchanged their mind, taeyeon shook her head to him for the answer and wooyoung sighed.
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3 weeks had passed, nothing big happened and she looked a bit better. Her cheerful side slowly came back to her, thanked to her neighbor, Yoochun.
One night, Wooyoung asked her out to the park near her house.
“Hey oppa!!” Wooyoung just smiled at her half-heartedly.
“Mm..I want to tell you something..”
“Oh, what is it??”
“….let’s break up…”
“W-what??” she asked in disbelief.
“I want to break up…I-I have someone else…” he stuttered a bit.
She felt her throat getting dry then she swallowed hard, “W-who is she?”
“I can’t tell you right now…”
She kept holding her tears back, she just couldn’t show him her weak side, “How can you do this to me?” She lowered her voice, didn’t want to show her cracked voice from holding the tears.
“I’m sorry, I know you just had your hard time, but…we had the same condition too… It’s hard for us too…”
She looked away, a tear slid down from the corner of her eyes. “Do..do I know her?” She turned her head, looking at his eyes deeply.
He looked down, “yes…”
She felt her heart hurting so much, even it’s so hard to breathe, “I-I have to go now…” Hae ra made her way out the park.
“Hae ra ah, I really loved you back then, but…it’s just…something came up..and..things change…”
She ignored him, but she heard what he had just said. Then, the tears were rolling down her cheeks freely.
“First my parents die and now my boyfriend breaks up with me…why is this happening to me??”
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One day, she found out something in front of her house. Wooyoung walked hand in hand with TAEYEON?? Her best friend!! Her trusted friend!! She gasped.
Unfortunately, she met gaze with them. An awkward aura spread right away. Hae ra wanted to go back in the house, but taeyeon chased after and called her, “Hae Ra ah!!”
She stopped and turned around, “Yes?” She made her voice as calm as possible.
“I have to explain…” Taeyeon said.
“Is there any necessary thing to explain?” she replied with a cold tone.
“please…” taeyeon begged.
“….”
“I’m sorry for all of this..”
“Sorry?? Did you just say sorry?? Do you know how my feeling right now is?? I’m feeling so…so hurt!! My own best friend cheats on me with my own boyfriend?? How could you explain that??”
“Please, understand us. I love Wooyoung oppa, Hae ra ah…”
“Do you think I don’t?? I love him too! Are you happy stabbing my back like this??”
“no…of course not, but we..we love each other…you must understand about our feeling too…”
“Oh God…did you just said ‘feeling’?? Do you ever think about my feeling too?? You’re cheating in front of my eyes!!” Hae ra could feel the tears started falling down.
“Let the things flow, hae ra ah…” wooyoung popped up. “I love her too. Besides, we still can be friends…”
“Friends??” hae ra made a sarcastic laugh. Then she glared at them, “Alright, you two can continue what you’ve done, you can be together, but, I’m no longer your friends..” with that she went in the house and slammed the door hard.
She leaned on the door and slid down while crying. She curled her body up, “I can’t believe this…”
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Hae ra was already calm down in 3 days. She could accept wooyoung and taeyeon’s relationship. Yoochun always be there for her too. She could live her life normally. But then, something bad happened again.
Hae ra felt her head was so dizzy. She knew this headache always came when she got tired or exhausted. But this headache was the worst. Quickly, she took her medicine. Unfortunately, it’s out of stock. The bottle was empty. Her head was getting worse.
And then she felt warm liquid leaked out from her nose, ‘Do I have flu already?’ she thought. She touched it and it was red. Blood! She widened her eyes, “blood?”
Hae ra kept wiping it away, but the blood just came out endlessly. ‘Oh God…what happened to me?? What’s wrong with my body??’ she screamed in her mind.
The headache wouldn’t stop. She even couldn’t breathe normally. And whole things started spinning and blurring. And then, she was hyperventilating and sobbing hard. Before everything turned black, she heard someone called, “Hae ra ah!!!”
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“What’s wrong with her doc?” yoochun asked the doctor.
“Yoochun ssi, I think hae ra ssi has a serious ill…”
“W-what is that?” he stuttered, didn’t want to hear the worst answer.
“She has a brain cancer stage 3…”
“WHAT???” yoochun couldn’t believe what he just heard.
“C-could it be cured doc?”
“I can’t tell you about it, because it has reached stage 3, the cancer cell has spread throughout 80% her body. And surgery seems useless too.”
Yoochun was really really shocked. He couldn’t bear to see the girl he loved suffered so much. How could she have curse life??
“Then, how long she can live?”
“About 5-6 months. I’m sorry, yoochun ssi.”
“Oh God…”
“All we can do now is giving her medicine to help the pain and to slow the pace of getting worse.”
Behind the door, she heard everything the doctor said. “I’m going to die…me…??” she whispered.
Her breath became uneven. Her body trembled in fear. “Why do I have this miserable life?? Why?? Why do the bad things keep happening to me?? I hate my life…”
She buried her crying face on her palm.
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“Yoochun oppa… Will I die?”
Yoochun froze by her question. He couldn’t answer, it’s hurt to see her in pain.
“Answer me please…” hae ra asked with her weak voice. But he kept silence.
“Oppa…”
“I won’t let you die, hae ra ah…”
"But, the doctor said I might die…”
Yoochun hugged her and caressed her head softly. He was crying, “I won’t let you die, hae ra ah.. I won’t.”
“I’m afraid, oppa. I don’t want to die. I haven’t reached my dreams yet. I-I…” she sobbed harder.
“Shh…everything will gonna be okay. I’m here, hae ra ah…” yoochun gave her a soft peck on her forehead.
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Yoochun rushed to her bedroom and saw her lying on the floor, groaning in pain. “Hae ra ah~~!!”
He came to her side and put her on his arm with her head on his shoulder. “What’s wrong??”
“My..my head..hurts..oppa…ahh..” she held her head and cried. Yoochun put her on the bed gently and ran to the drawer, searched for her medicine, soon he found it. He put the medicine inside her mouth and drank her glass of water.
“Oppa…it hurts…it hurts so much..”
“I know..I know..just sleep now, hae ra ah..”
“No, I don’t want!”
“But, you must. You should rest more..”
“No…I’m scared if I close my eyes, I won’t be able to open them anymore..”
“Don’t be scared hae ra ah…I’m here…”
“Will you wake me up If I don’t?”
“I will. I promise..”
Then, she fell asleep with yoochun lying beside her. ‘My little princess, I’ll always be there for you. Even if you close your eyes forever, I’ll be there and do the same thing like you do. I will go wherever you are, because this love will never be that worth to fight without you by my side.’
“I love you, hae rah ah…” yoochun whispered those three words genuinely from his heart. He caressed her cheek with the back of his hand while looking at her peaceful sleeping figure. Unconsciously, he smiled.
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Hae ra felt her time was come. Her body was so weak right now. The pain on her head wouldn’t stop. “Op-oppa…” she called him weakly.
Yoochun heard that and came to her side. “What’s wrong Hae ra ah?? Does it hurt?? Where’s your medicine??”
“I..I already took it, but..the pain seems won’t stop…” Yoochun panicked. He thought hard to find a way for her. But he couldn’t find it anyway.
“Oppa…come here…” Yoochun slowly made his way up to the bed with his worried face. “It..it doesn’t hurt..anymore…” she breathed. Actually, the pain wasn’t gone, but her body became numb due to the constant pain.
“Is this how dying feels like??” Yoochun shocked at her words.
“It doesn’t…hurt…I..I feel relax..” she could say that although she was struggling to say those words. As the time passed by, her energy drained out from her body. Everything was slowly spinning and fading in and out.
Yoochun cried silently on her side. “Aigoo…oppa..don’t cry…” she put her hand on his cheek and wiped away the tears. Yoochun held her hand which was on his cheek. “hae ra ah, I have something to tell you…”
Hae ra just looked at him, her eyes were half-opened. “Hae ra ah, saranghae…” Yoochun said with tears run down his cheeks. “Jongmal saranghae…”
Hae ra smiled weakly, she felt happy with his words, but she couldn’t express how happy she was right now. Even her heart burst in happiness, all she could do just smile. “I…I’m..happy…to..to hear..that…oppa…” Yoochun looked at her eyes. Her shining eyes became dark and so lifeless now.
She slowly closed her eyes. “No..no..no… hae ra, wake up!! Don’t die on me!! Wake up please!!” Then she opened her eyes once again, “na..do..saranghae..op-oppa….an..nyeong…”
Then her eyes fully closed and her head was limp to the side, a tear slid down from her closed eyes.
Yoochun’s eyes widened in shock. “hae ra? Hae ra ah?” he shook her body. But she didn’t budge.
“Hae ra, wake up!! LEE HAE RA!!” he shook harder this time, but she stayed still, unmoving. She’s already gone.
Yoochun cried by her dead body. “Hae ra ah…” he whispered her name over and over again.
Suddenly, he sat up and took a bottle of pills. A sedative pills. He took a half and drank all of it. Then, he positioned himself comfortably by her body and hugged her. He put her head on his broad chest and circled his arm right arm around her small waist.
Later on, the two loving people were in their deep sleep which would never wake up.
THE END