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[iluv_e_n]

bleh I hate awkward situations
I hate when people say sorry for things they didn't do or contribute to and can't fix
I hate when a night I've been anticipating sucks ass
I hate when people say "it's gonna be ok" because it's not like they can see the future. how do they know if it's "gonna be ok"? maybe it never will be
I hate wanting something and never getting it
I hate not wanting something and getting it
I hate constantly hearing thoughts in my head and not being able to turn them off
I hate control freaks
I hate myself for not being able to see the good and only finding the things that suck
I hate that I hate myself because i'm the only person that will always be with me
I hate that i just confused everyone with that last line
I hate saying goodbyes because i always want to hope that i'll see that person again and you only need a goodbye when someone's going away forever
I hate all the uncertainties and doubts that the world holds
I hate that i give in to those uncertainties and doubts
I hate that i hate so much