Jul 27, 2004 02:20
i decided that I will go to my moms house for the summer. lifes too short to hold grudges. i love her, she is my mother. no matter what she may do to break my heart. im only going for a week, cuz i cant stand her 4 longer than that. but shheeeeeiiiiiitttttt, who cares? its in vegas babay! plus i get to c my cousins whom i havnt seen in 6 years. wow way too long.
FROZEN IN THE PLACE I HIDE
NOT AFRAID TO PAINT MY SKY
WITH SOME WHO SAY I'VE LOST MY MIND
BROTHER, TRY AND HOPE TO FIND...
[mother dear, this song reminds me of you]
YOU, WERE ALWAYS SO FAR AWAY
I KNOW THAT PAIN
SO DON'T YOU RUN AWAY LIKE YOU USED TO DO
ROSES IN A VASE OF WHITE
BLOODIED BY THE THORNS
BESIDE THE LEAVES THAT FALL BECAUSE MY HAND IS
PULLING THEM HARD AS I CAN
YOU, WERE ALWAYS SO FAR AWAY
I KNOW THAT PAIN
AND I WON'T RUN AWAY LIKE I USED TO DO
PICTURES IN A BOX AT HOME
YELLOWING AND GREEEEEEEEN WITH MOLD
SO I CAN BARELY SEE YOUR FACE
WONDER HOW THAT COLOR TASTE
YOU, WERE ALWAYS SO FAR AWAY
I KNOW THE WAY
SO DON'T YOU RUN AWAY LIKE YOU USED TO DO
nikki, this song, this song. amazing how it relates to our o so wonderful mommies. but alas, i have conquered my grief.