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i haven't gone out in about a week. i just have been feeling really down. i've been reading alot, maybe too much, but haven't cracked open my summer reading once. i just got a job at new world, which is rad, and i start on thursday. but i have to work on sunday (warped tour) until 1, which sucks! i'll either be late or have to sell my ticket.
mella's birthday is tomorrow, and i'm really psyched. i'm going to the mall to pick her up something now =]. me and niki got in another fight, and i know i shouldn't be posting about this because it's privet, but i don't care. i love the girl so incredibly much, i don't know what i'd do without her. i've been best friends with her for so long i can't even remember a time when she wasn't in my life. it upsets me so much that we're having so many probelms with eachother, most of wich are probably my fault. i'm sorry if i get a little selfish and need time to myself, i can't help it. i don't know what to do, i feel like we'll pull out of this whole slump, thing, but i really can't stand being in a fight with her.
i hope she knows that.
mella's birthday is tomorrow, and i'm really psyched. i'm going to the mall to pick her up something now =]. me and niki got in another fight, and i know i shouldn't be posting about this because it's privet, but i don't care. i love the girl so incredibly much, i don't know what i'd do without her. i've been best friends with her for so long i can't even remember a time when she wasn't in my life. it upsets me so much that we're having so many probelms with eachother, most of wich are probably my fault. i'm sorry if i get a little selfish and need time to myself, i can't help it. i don't know what to do, i feel like we'll pull out of this whole slump, thing, but i really can't stand being in a fight with her.
i hope she knows that.