...resume...

May 21, 2003 23:12

Hmm..where did I stop?

ah...cheonging. hahahaha. ok lah, lots more has happened since my cheonging session. Anyway right now I am still like suffering from a 'hangover' or sorts...not because I drank too much...in fact I didn't drink much and I didn't even get high AT ALL! More like wearing the wrong shoes so right now I still have numb toes. Yeah...no kidding. Really no feeling at all at the base...and it's been I think... 4 days?! Haiiz....really think I am old already. And now I have a friend who is pleading me to go cheong again...because it's a bash which she is under and need to sell tix. Sigh...I don't know how. How to reject? I have been going to so many bashes and when it's her turn I have to turn her down. Feel so bad also...

these days i have been super busy!!!!! like going out everyday. like going to the same place everyday. think today's the 3rd consecutive day i am going to orchard already. monday i went ktv with my jc clique...it's at chinatown actually, but then after the whole thing my friend and i decided we should take a long walk...then somehow we ended up in orchard. yup...so i ended up taking bus back frm orchard to home. then on tuesday (which is yestereday) i went down to orchard with my bf. can't believe it...we can actually walk orchard for like...half a day? hahaha...coz i always thought that orchard must be the most boring place on earth for guys... ok lahz...in the end...still not too bad....walk and shopped and walk and shopped...hahahaha....we went like...a few buildings?! can't remember though. heh~ but i guess have to plan more activities to do together...can't possibly walk orchard all the time also. hahaha...

then today i went down to orchard again! to watch Matrix Reloaded with my brothers. Wah......i am superbly impressed by the animation and all those action scenes. Very good!!!! Watch liao feel like you are doing those kung fu also. hahahahaha.....then after that we went to eat Fish and Co....since I didn't have cash...so used my mom's card to sign for the bill. Ahhh....the luxury of credit card. hahahaa.....but that doesn't mean i am going to spend her money lah. will definitely return to her one....

yup yup...tt sums out roughly everything for the past few days... so happening right? hahaha....suddenly think i have a wide big social circle man...lolz...this feels so odd...because i always thought that i have only a few friends here and there.... but i guess...every friendship needs effort...if you show effort...the other side will show effort too...that's when the friendship works.

my friend was telling me the other day that she's quite angry with a friend for always flying kite on them just because she wants to be with her bf. well...i hope i won't end up like that...friends are important too...i truly believe in that...just hope i can seek a balance. heh~

ilusion and her disillusioned thoughts
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