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I hate school. I don't even want to come any more. Everything I do for school just seems pointless. It's sad because I could careless what happens to me when I finish school, I make plans and everything,it all just seems impossible. I wish all of us hung out more. Today I looked at Max and realized that 3 years ago I didn't know or care he existed and now he's everything I do... it's just sad how much things can change so fast. In 6th grade if you would have told me I wouldn't talk to Donna really any more I probably would have cried. In 8th grade if I would have known I wouldn't see Kendra anymore due to jobs and boys I would have laughed. Everyhing's just so different than I planned and that's not bad, I just think it's sad. That's kind of why I'm thinking my plans don't really matter as well as school because no matter what I plan it won;t happen exactly the way I want it to. So, from now on I'm just gonna do what I want and see what happens... Who wants to go with Max, Chris, and I next wednesday? We already know where we're going and if you want to go it's a secret where we're going. So, if you do, don't tell anyone, Robert swore us to secrecy.